My Soul, My Life

As an energy form and spirit in human form I look back at the last 13 years As I contemplate each relationship I see the initial radiance then I review the mistakes and I review the failures As I review the past and now the present I believe energy and spirit unites With the same ones in frequencies And spirit gives love In free unconditional fashion When the receiver reciprocates the same Both will begin to feel the benefits Of truth So, initially energy and spirit will combine Then both will face challenges It is in these times That changes may occur The failing soul of the human nafs Will be released if the frequencies deplete Energy disconnects, spirit weakened And a new one will be sent that will be stronger and prevail For noone was meant to be alone Traversing this earth And so it is, Be and it is Energy and spirit will meet At the same frequency because in truth In reality That is all we really are Energy lorrainenur@2019

The agony of love is strange The changes it brings Is mind boggling. How do I know that this is real When distance is a factor That tests its sustainability. I found one so truthful One whose faith is as mine Then why with it's bliss am I taken afar? I felt I could cope with the miss Yet I feel quite at a loss I feel bewildered I feel cheated That it mustn't be destined. To cope with parting A profound disability Because of the memory This life will pass quickly . Then when and where will We meet? To deny the fact that we love Is not the ultimate point, But to ask the why of it, that the separation which exists Seems cruel, Seems selfish, Is hard. I want to go back where life is filled with mutuality. lorrainenur@2019

As I view the changes within myself I see the spiritual path start to widen As I look at the pages of my virtual bookshelf I do believe it needs to brighten Following changes of life and partner I find myself making adjustments And discarding of good poems seem harder But all done in good judgments For to keep them does seem useless For the sentiments resound with hypocrisy Words ring tuneless For my poems are based in honesty Singly written over many years From spiritual inspiration This one in particular perseveres Logically using mindful creation Of a few verses cleared The rest will be saved One day soon all geared To publish and be served ~@lorrainenur2019

Splendidly faces the knight  In armour clad  His words ring truth  Without falter He speaks volumes of wisdom  Beyond his age Still in his forceful might He usurps the wasted laments  In place is integrity that vitalises The need of her heart  He smothers not yet reinforces  Willing is he because he cares He does not misconstrue the truth So he may have his faults  Yet in it lie his strengths He is not dampened in spirit  Although clouds may dwell He has the will to shine  And share the light within For her darkened state  And in it rests peace  lorrainenur@2019Feb

Ours was not planned yet desired I didn't know then what I know now If I had known would I have perhaps chosen differently? Would it have ceased all pain? Would we have learned together? Or is it that we had to learn individually? Then combine to create such an enigmatic force To be reckoned with? For thirteen years I never knew and if I did I ask myself What would have been? I see myself as a canvas spread See the pictures of those days I cannot help but wonder If I had known what I know today Would it have made us what we are now? Alone but together Always there And now here lorrainenur@2018 lorrainenur@2018

Since the beginning we encompassed nothing No time No space Just being In gathering of time we visualize the reality The coming together The combinations As if of secrets unfolding The passage time takes us through Eventually results in what cannot be described For time is essence And essence is energy In energy we form To unite and reunite Under the banner we call connection Among souls and love This language we construct in time Becomes our reality To take and do as we see fit lorrainenur@2018 reinspired

Although I am afraid Although I may feel weak Although destiny has been written  Nothing prepares for it’s trials  Although I may have knowledge  Although I may be courageous  Although I have my principles  Nothing but faith can lift me Although  I dread what future holds  Although life’s path is blurred Although my aim is apparent  Nothing but my self can take this road  So,  when this path is trodden Slowly will I venture  The care and caution I will use  In time I will be beholden  To experience which age has brought That will guide me towards my haven  ~lorrainenur@2018 Seems inspirations are starting once more. How I have missed it’s presence. 🌹

Assalamu alaikum warahmahtullahi wabarakatuh. Assalatu wasalam ala sayyidina Muhammad wa ala alih.  The month of Ramadan is almost at the end. This month full of blessings and peace. The Ummat awaits to welcome the Night of Power; Laylatul Qadr. This month when Angel Jibril Alaihisalam descends with other angels and peace is for the earth till dawn. This month of special blessings when we read Al Qur'an; the angels pray for us; multitudes of blessings descends. This is our belief; this is our deen; and this is our faith. We are reminded to balance Fiqh and Furgon in life.Being aware creates hope and with hope our deen increases. Allah Zal Jalalu only wants to bestow goodness and love on us and this is why all Muslims all over the world feel at peace. If there are places in the world at war and fighting; then these people have distanced themselves from the blessings and goodness Allah Subhana wa Ta'Ala wants to give as reward.  Barakallah Barakallah Barakallah  All...

Assalamualaikum warahmahtullahi wabarakatuh. Assalatu wasalam ala sayyidina Muhanmmad was ala alih.  Bulan Ramadhan yang sempurna sudah mau berakhir. Ummat menjemput kedatangan malam Laylatul Qadr: sebuah malam yang disebutkan yang lebih berkah dan punya pahala yang berlebih2an; pahala berganda ; malam dimana malaikat Jibril dan semua malaikat2 lain menurun ke Bumi untuk melihatkan manusia dan mendoakkan kita. Ini ialah kepercayaan ; iman dan deen seorang muslim / mukmin. Dengan kesadaran ini kita punya harapan. Dengan harapan kita inshaallah meningkatkan keimanan. Allah zal Jalalu tidak pernah mau melimpahkan kepada manusia sesuatu, selain rasa kasih cinta; sebab itu muslim2 seluruh dunia merasa ketenangan bulan mulia ini. Kalau memang ada di tempat2, yang dalam bulan Ramadhan yang tidak nyaman , masih berperang ; artinya mereka sendiri menjauhi diri mereka daripada kegembiraan yang Allah Subhana Wa Ta'ala hendak memberikan. 

An incredible verification and affirmation on this night 21 Ramadan 1437H 27/6/2016 "Allahumma balaghil baliyah Ya Zaljalali wal Ikram.Allahumma solli ala Muhammad sayyidi Mokhtar, bas Muhammad Nabi; wa Zahra, wa Ali, wa Hasan wa Hussin was sohbihi wa salim. Allahumma baraya iman abadaa. Allahumma lakal hamdu barakah. Allahumma barik hasanatan. Allahumma lakal hamidun alimun al awalin wal akhirin ya arsyil daiman abadan. Zaljalali; wa Zanbal, wa Baqi, wa Barzah."  SOLLU ALA NABIYY "'Wahai Tuhan kami, sampaikan kami,Yang Maha Mulia, Maha Agung. Ya Allah  sampaikan salawat kepada Muhammad: Sayyidi Mokhtar, cukup Muhammad Nabi, dan Zahra, dan Ali, dan Hasan dan Hussin dan para shohabat dan keselamatan. Wahai Tuhan kami, Tuhan sekalian makhluk,berikan kami keimanan yang abadi.Ya Allah limpahkan kami keberkahan dan kebaikkan. Ya Allah, milikMu segala pujian, pengetahuan yang awal sampai akhir, yang Pemilik Arsy selama2nya Yang Agung; and Zanbal, and Baqi ,an...