My Soul, My Life

To you I am as dead I will not miss you To me it’s as if you never came I have felt as the dead , walking I have felt the stabs of death You have not But you will For now in total release it’s As if I start again I start afresh I throw the rubbish out to sea I start from the beginning again I open a fresh page Your troubles and tests Are just beginning As mine is now ending From this chapter in my life I will face other difficulties but those will be different The longing and yearning will pass As years pass, and the trials you go through Will eventually prove a big lesson for all As I move forward I am waiting for death To find me and That is a destiny we shall all face You have made the difficulties Which I chose to face in my life But you forgot that the choices are mine The pain which will be caused You face now, alone To realise that the pain you caused was unbearable So I have to walk away Alone and with noone I will forget I will not dwell o...

ثَلاثَةٌ هُنَّ المُرُوءَةُ : جُودٌ مَعَ قِلَّة ، وَ احْتِمالٌ مِنْ غَيْرِ مَذَلَّة ، وَ تَعَفُّفٌ عَنِ المَسْألَةِ Nobility is three traits: being generous although you have little to give, tolerating without being humiliated, and abstaining from asking for favors. When you cherish someone you should cherish him moderately for he may be your enemy someday, and when you hate someone you should hate him moderately for he may be your friend someday. ~Imam Ali kw I have pain the size of the entire Universe To which now I drown myself in I surpass all the levels that heightens this pain And now I feel nothing I am nothing compared to this vast void of black darkness No shadows fall where I sit In total surrender now I bear my soul To You, my Lord Nothing will save me nor them No power have I over these blacken souls Who diminish my existence By a swat and flicker I am non-existent The way I was before I came onto this Earth I am prepared to return Non existent As ...

I always wondered about love When as a teen I would dream I would try to visualise the feelings I would try to visualise the face I would dream through songs Or watching romances I would imagine a romance A love with a gallant hero A romantic love Who would be good and nice Whose kisses would never end Whose warmth and hugs never ending We would hardly argue We would compliment one another We would be two bodies , one soul He would be there for me He would cherish me Adore me Love me I always dreamt and wondered About love, I always wondered if true love exists I realise that all love Have different levels That as one passes and another comes We take the best of what we receive And with every receiving and giving We raise ourselves up the ladder We raise our resonance We raise our frequencies We find the love poets write about Movies depict Romance stories describe We need to believe In Love And Love will believe in us ~lorrainenur@2013