My Soul, My Life

Infected world The seeds of infection  Cradled in imbalance The death stench pervades this Earth The seeds of defection From faith to none Leaves the unbalmed in throes Life unbalanced and agitated Faith ill and compromised People of the Earth beware Your fallen caste The fallen are taking over The allies are many in this evil wickedness The infection comes from one land  And now has moved on to the main The aim so sharp Listen that the devices are all in place The takeover is being enacted The play is clear The disease is spread The centre for all lies right in the middle The core center is recovered The old puppet is still ploy But the mastermind is croaching In waiting to pounce Making trails of wars Of pain and sinister plans Do not shut your eye to this hatred This reality that spans many lands and seas It is real Remembering that it exists  Do not accept these wars and conflicts as normal As part of t...

A salute to a new beginning To prosperity and health Salute to a new era A unity from the past in the present Fortunate am I To have been selected As one of a few distinct individuals To collaborate and take care of What is a responsibility of the soul family I am grateful to all the souls who have spoken I am grateful for their prayers and guidance I am nothing but a tool in His realm On this Earth I am motivated by His instructions And I am inspired by His permission I am the voice for the others I am the transmission of their advice and prayers I am their frequency to the physical realm From where they speak Honoured am I by this choice I am invigorated through the experience And more aware I am fearless of consequences As I know my Lord has left me in good company Of elders and the motivator Of the younger I am here for now in this form in submission May His guidance sustain me for any vocations In the future ~lorrainenur “The Palu Experience”

Walking in the clouds On cloud nine Off with the fairies I love clouds They give a great sense of freedom Capturing the freshness of life Clouds uplift They scatter as cotton and change They give glimpses and pictures Like sharing stories Of days past Look into  the sky Observe the lessons Can you feel? Can you touch? Clouds have been friends to many And as they waft through our skies They bring goodness As a child I would watch them They still mesmerise me as a woman I look and see beauty in them Don’t they adorn our world? ~lorrainenur

Watch,see,listen They say Silence observation As watching a movie 468, For is a number reference Or a symbol or a quick say For sick aid Or four six aids? Messages come as indirect thoughts and symbols It mentions now To aid,help for a matter or issue the purpose is left to the individual The mission is what is the intention The vision comes as a picture of hope There is always clear guidance when a soul is open to suggestions There is always a lighter side to everything heaviness and fear offsets blockages Creating imbalance Leading to malaise If only, real freedom could be obtained From realising as souls we are bound to the physical body Yet we are still powerful enough to release and fly This takes surrender,acceptance,love and courage Firstly, face the fears, then you will know That nothing wants to hurt you That you hurt yourself The injuries come from the fear Having said that, silence is recommended See,look,watch Speak less Let it flow Waft thro...

Free your spirit , to free the mind Open the doors and invite the Divine Scepticism is an enemy For a soul to progress It needs to swim Let the energy flow From within and escape the pores To refine reality To release the chains of confinement The inner prison of the heart Acceptance and love Clarity and light These attributes must be built To enhance the energy that synergises With nature and all around Be the magnet towards positivity Unleash all negativity that dwells Take constructive personal advice Reaffirm your status to yourself To become who you really want to be ~LorraineNur

“As an entity, we are light.” ~lorrainenur I know there is a Day of Reckoning I know it in my mind I know it in my heart I know that this life has a balance I know that in this life we must be patient I know that on that Day Will be the Recompense So, because I know I tread this journey with unconcern for the worldly goals I look to become a better soul I see around me so much greed I see around me so much hurt I see around me so much injustice and vengeance I see that many have revenge and This all blocks the heart and soul It blocks out the positive energy It makes the soul sick I feel sadness at this sight I feel helpless to those with this plight They can’t seem to move forward nor progress as souls They are oblivious to the Divine Thus, I fear for my soul Which has been through such strife Been through such failure Been through the rising from turbulence And now is on the path of peace I feel each step a trepidation That I shelter myself from mistakes ...

Hey bleeding heart Some spots keep tearing down Now is not the time for self pity Hey sorrowful soul The air in the bubble of the heart Is depleting Stop allowing the ego to control your thoughts Hey seeker to the Truth Your Lord is a concerned Lord He is an Observant Lord He knows what is deep within the recesses of the Domain of what one calls heart Seeker, believe and you shall never hurt Throw ego She is a rampant fire Throw attitude it is a barrier to the joy Hey terror of the mind Stop the nasty whisperings Which torment hearts Hearts that have liquid not rock Hey stoic heart, render infallible Not by mere words But by a staunch faith A care that is nurtured In sincerity True kindness And no animosity For the present is not tomorrow’s future The now, is to be faced And with a positivity, because Through all the signals And signs shown And proven We know better, that words cannot harm Thoughts do Face them, heal Cover them, rot. Every intentio...

Head hurt Heart hurt Stabbed Silence Waiting for unknown speech Waiting and feeling Miserable Pain Hurt , stabbed Fling Want to just go Anywhere, no pain No hurt No stabs Choking No air Can’t breathe Disturbed Suffocating Negative dispense Hurt Heart Stabbed Memories Remembering Negative Useless Hurt Heart Stabbed Wounded Unhealed Pretence Suffocates Soul leaves Tears free Spirit flies No hurt No pain No stabs Healed heart ~lorrainenur

May the peace and blessings of Allah be upon the ummat Read Al Qur’an, to fortify Read the Truth and verify Read the knowledge and rely On the examples given to establish serenity In the heart and soul Al Qur’an is the balm The Source of deen When one is in trouble with sorrow within Al Qur’an speaks to each heart In whispers and clarity The Divine voice expounds through The person of Muhammad, salallahu alaihi wa alih wa sallim The momentous verses signify changes On a personal or global level It is the remedy of today’s many ailments Generously given with no fee requested Only your time is what is invested Take the moment of Ramadan Kareem To explore the nectar and cream Of the Universal Love to humankind Al Qur’an Nur Kareem Blessed Jibril did bring To a man in a lone cave stricken with worry About the future of this generation He accepted the beckoning of Prophethood Just and truthful he went through his hardships So, we today can claim the faith Of muk...

At the end of the day When all has passed I look into the eyes of my beloveds All that matters In my heart Is the happiness after At the end of the day When all has passed What has life been all about That to view a glimpse of what may be It is the ultimate joy That your lives will fulfil The care and concern That as a forged united front Protected and strong Firm and faithful To life’s decree To uphold a faith Of the One God To be free from tyranny and oppression To live as free spirits To discover and share This is my prayer That my beloveds will endure Till time passes And then, you shall be individuals Grown up with life’s purpose A clear vision Full of understanding and wisdom After all life’s destiny Will create heroes and heroines ~lorrainenur

  I feel the golden month descend I feel the longing for You I feel the glorious sensation That the holy month of Ramadan brings I see the visions of my life past I see them passing through veils of moments I see how You care and love me Oh longing to be closer Sami’na wa ta’atna Yaa Rabb Yaa Rabb, how I long to be closer Yaa Rabb You shine through all the lands Bringing in the holy month of Ramadan Ahlan wa sahlan Yaa Ramadan The month full of love and angels Yaa Rabb, marhaban ya Ramadan The month full of gracious blessings Full of forgiveness Full of Mercy Yaa Rabb, accept our solitude devotions Accept our devotions in groups and communes Yaa Rabb, we implore Your Mercy,Your Forgivess and Your Blessings Bestow upon us the love from Your Heights Bestow blessings as much as the seas upon our beloved Rasulallah , Peace and blessings of Allah be upon him, his family and companions Bestow upon your beloved, as much as the stars in the skies, The nuur from Y...

Rabbi firli, so overwhelming for me Ya Rabb Thank you for showing me clear guidance As You teach me as no other can As You guide me as no other can As You reveal to me as no other can I love You more and more I feel Your Presence and Existence As You tell me through my daily life As You forgive me Cleanse me Protect me As You test me and the knowledge You sent Help me I hear and I obey The seeker is finding her way Rabbi firli, forgive me and my inadequacies For in this life there is no other I worship and adore You have answered my calls You have given me direction In all despair You are there In the quiet of the night You send me the guidance The angels And the knowledge The awareness That You are seeing me Listening to me You speak to me through many ways Rabbi firli, Lord forgive me This soul on the journey back Let me come back to You And sit at the foot of Your Chair Suffice for me, just to be there I burn the incense to welcome the angels of kn...

The story of the empath Is a sad one The empath feels everyone’s pain and suffering Has done so since as a child The story of the empath is the story of a giver A Struggler of circumstances A peace maker A lover never a fighter The story of the empath, unfortunately no one really bothers As much as the empath bothers for everyone else This story has a empath feeling content with pain Thank goodness,the empath is prepared to take on challenges Cure negativity Some what a vacuum, that sweeps and cleans Then redecorates When you meet an empath, make sure you remember To say a kind word, perhaps give a healing hug For God knows the empath needs it On this weather beaten road   ~LorraineNur

Sometimes, I have to do What you cannot do So, you can continue to do What you must do And even at the time You may not know Why some things go How they go Today you feel the benefits Of the sufferings now a long time ago So give thanks And look after the pride you have In your family And what love you feel Leave it as a peace and quiet Till the end of your journey ~LorraineNur

You’ve come into my world to join a Mission  But you can’t succeed without a vision You must be able to control your situation Get a grip on your condition A healthy heart is what’s needed To recompose and be greeted The aim of it is to maintain A balance within and the terrain I metamorphosise whenever I am heeded To become the soul that can be treated With all justice in a world imperfect We have to create a logical circuit A network of workers to fill the orbs That penitence has all but forgot Angel Hearer this is your call To have it not or have it all Not to forsake the others before But to enable the others who are more In need of sustenance by your love The prayers you offer to the One above Yet, my sweetest creature of my Lord You cannot abound in deep despair  because of the hoard You need to become ultimately so strong To take the bull by the horns That is the only way to be Together with me for eternity If not, my love we shall have to pa...

What a love when you are with me What a joy I feel What pains sometimes I feel In knowing what you don't say This twin flame theory I read about before, has some existence in our story If only I could show you in more than mere words We share so many common interests You make me laugh so much My heart feels so light and yet at times so heavy The burdens you feel I cannot relieve And although you say I am enough for you I feel this cannot possibly be true For if I am enough Then, I would never make you cry Nor what I say , hurt If I am to make you happy For me, that is to see That peace is all you need Something I cannot make for you I love the life and light we share I cherish the moments we spend together In prayer, we find a specialness Two souls praying for all that is good When you see things in all colours and beauty Your face lights up and your eyes shine Yet, when a gloom cloud hovers, This makes us feel so tense And the best part about it all, Are the little secret writte...

Broken roof, broken key Broken promises, broken words Hidden messages, hidden hurt Underlying hidden fears Insecurity pains, suffering sickness Small boy small fears Big boy big fears Small boy small tears Big boy big tears Broken roof broken tears Torn heart fake mask Masked fear no courage More sickness more sadness Broken cupboard of old memories Hidden pain hidden secrets Rearranged pictures broken memories Making hurt making pain Broken heart chakra Broken man broken boy Hidden fears of childhood Love is the cure and love is the need The attention deficit Face the fears heal the wounds Cut the negative cords and heal Blue light to shine in and Nuur within One man erratic, static More good men, through women salvage. ~Lorraine Nur,14th May 2012

May all the stars in the night sky,the moon hanging as a golden globe,the sun's rays,shine graciously on you,may you walk in Allah's love. May your hearts' desires be fulfilled,may your dreams become true,may you bath in health,abundant in wealth& your smile and love shine on. May the love you seek cross your path,may the peace you yearn for arise,may the strength of faith guide you,may eternal bliss be yours. I see with my heart,my eyes are closed,I feel with my energy,with my eyes closed.The eyes that open are blind to how wonderful You truly are I am but a spectre,around Your eternal Greatness,my Lord,I am humbled by the thought of Your Greatness.I am at the foot of Your Chair. Lift me up,carry me on,I hobble on this path of confusion,I am crying through the darkened skies,appealing to You,sustain me!Sustain me! Hear my cry,hear my call,free me from all this,this world and all the imposters,who say they love You,but they don't,they go on as monsters We ar...

When a destiny is decreed When two souls have reunited When the emblazoned hearts are forged When two breaths become one When two heartbeats synchronise When every gesture is a gift of love When eyes see the best in each other When every inch of being is resonating energy This is a gift that God grants When one perseveres In pain and joy When crying together in an embrace is a prayer A comfort of souls In throbs of pain the hearts mix Each feeling one another That unison is a Heaven match None can compare The past remains as is The future is engraved by two Facing together Till eternity ~Lorrainenur

Dawn,a coming from a spring to autumn Dusk, a coming from winter to solace Times we are accorded To fill with love Serenity,bliss,peace A wondrous moment of be able to gather thoughts Sequential meeting of the heart In a low dimmed room As music twinkling soft, As drizzle As essence of scent beautifies the surroundings It takes me to a personal space of me I know this is where I belong And I gather those that mean the world to me Into this peaceful environment No jarring lights and sounds Just soft, suppleness Cradling you, immersing love’s worth In a cream lined puff, as sweet as the hold of love I emerge,as a queen might from a milk bath Dewed on skin I melt into a cotton robe I slide away through the hallways Of incensed filled rooms I am the mirage of eternal peace and harmony I am the fragrance of love and life I am the adornment of elegance in poetry I shall quell your thirst for love’s delight As I mesmerise you in the cradle of warmth I am yours ...

Eleven years ago On a most auspicious day I delivered a beautiful child A child from the Grace of God A little baby girl With the most beautiful eyes A gorgeous smile Today, she is as priceless as the rarest diamond She exceeds herself by far In her compassionate nature Her empathic ways She loves from her heart She is an angel here on Earth So helpful and willing To give of herself Even to the ones who seem to hurt or misunderstand her She is always with a big heart In her moments of teary loneliness Sometimes desolate and sad She quickly smiles after a hug and joke Ready,willing to serve again Always making sure that everyone is happy Never liking badness She gives her best for all I am indeed so proud of Ruhani Alisha The soul of peace and love The nature and tenacity of a fighter The aura of an angel My golden princess, one of two The youngest, of my girls Compliments her older sister Although so opposite in looks So bonded by hearts and soul She...

Oh my sweet child How I see your confusion How I feel your pain That there is no doubt You have a heart of gold That there is no doubt You have blessings from the start Oh my sweet child How forlorn is your weeping That agonises me For you have nobody to safeguard you From the surroundings of antagonism You feel so alone You fall in a heap of disarray Then suddenly become a mantle of hardness Then crumbling again Throught his process I hope my moral support Though no hugs will you accept Will keep you strong through my spirit and prayers Because I love you more than I do, myself The heart wrenching cries stabs me I cannot fathom, when did I lose you Seems only yesterday That you were a babe in my arms That I could silently and lovingly cuddle Kiss all the pain away The path now you walk, seems full of thorns I can but only try to ease the steps When I lay my hands below your bare feet You are my sweet child, forever ~lorrainenur

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim Aku mohon ampunan kepada Allah,dengan rasa malu kepada Allah. aku mohon ampunan kepada Allah dengan kembali kepada Allah. aku mohon maaf kepada Allah seraya melarikan diri dari murka Allah kepada pengampunan Allah. aku mohon ampunan kepada Allah seraya menyesali diri dan upaya untuk kembali. aku mohon ampunan kepada Allah dari kebinasaan demi kebinasaan aku mohon ampunan kepada Allah dari tindakan berlebih lebihan. aku mohon ampunan Allah dari ketergelinciran ataupun keliru. aku mohon ampunan kepada Allah agar dipisahkan dari dosa. aku mohon ampunan kepada Allah dari tercemar oleh aib-aib. aku mohon kepada Allah dari tidak hadirnya hati di dalam shalat. aku mohon ampunan kepada Allah dari seluruh kelalaian dalam hal shalat dan zakat. aku mohon ampunan kepada Allah dari putus asa dari rahmat Allah. aku mohon ampunan kepada Allah dari merasa aman dari makar Allah aku mohon ampunan kepada Allah dari tidak menegakkan hak Allah dan hakmakhluk Allah. aku mohon ampu...

  The sweetest ache is the longing for truth The loneliest pain is the suffering in silence The hardest wound is the stabbing of lies The profound bleeding is the lost of trust The hardest fall is the drop in iman The most rigorous climb is the struggle to improve The most painful moment is the look of despair The hardest challenge is to be firm in integrity The longest wait is to meet death The killing anguish is to have failed   ~LorraineNur

Allah Allah Allah Yaa Hayyu Yaa Qayyum Birahmatika Yaa Hayyu Yaa Qayyum Astaghfirullah Yaa Hayyu Ya Qayyum Inna lillahi Yaa Hayyu Ya Qayyum fan suur na ala kaumil kaafirin Allah Allah Allah Hu Ya Hayyu Yaa Qayyum Wa sholli ala Ahmad Ya Hayyu Yaa Qayyum Allah Allah Allah Lillahi Ilahi Yaa Rabbana Birahmatika Yaa Rasulallah sallamun alaih Astaghfirullah wa atubu ilaih Yaumil qiyamaah Ilahi Ilahi Ilahi Yaa Rabbana Ridhoka wa Jannah Astaghfirullah Ya Nabi, salallahu alaihi wa ali was saliim ~lorrainenur ( inspired)

I am holding on to you As the fresh air clings to mountains I am holding on to your love As the anchor in the harbour I am holding on to your vibrations The energy which recharges I am holding on to your soul To be the direction I am holding on to your personality The laughter so infectious I fly I am holding on to your character As the example I want to follow I am holding on to your words As light from heaven I am holding on to your breath When I resurface for air I am holding on to you As my model for improvement As you hold on to me For your everything God has given ~LorraineNur

You ask about love You ask if this love sent from heaven is real Are you in so much doubt and confusion That you need to ask me? You say if this is heaven's gift Then where is the love You say, this love I have If it is true, prove it I say, have you forgotten So easily you forget How the ways of the tests proven over time Was to mention you in everything I say, that this love, Began without doubts Became infested and corrupt By poison words of lies This love has been trashed to the ground Pulled to the ends of it's worth To struggle against all odds That it has not depleted  But it has hidden away From heaven did it come Showered with blessings Now, it is saved from total destruction In a safe place, where angels are Into the light This love cannot be compromised It cannot be traded It cannot be deleted How can you question it For now doubts enter  The gates of your heart How stubborn the stains of revile Then, this is the case of love...

  "Oh Allah , keep us in Your favour for Jannah,keep us away from Your wrath of Jahanam! For You are Peace! Oh Allah,Only for Your sake,The Greatest! Woe to them who fights the Distinct" ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ALLAH HU ALLAH Amanah pakai Wangsit bukan Hati susah akan dapat Amalkan baik, diri dapat Asal baik diri kajian ALLAH HU ALLAH Adalah cinta wangi Di bagian jiwa di nanti hari ALLAH HU ALLAH Ini mantra kalangan ruhaniah Baik dari Bumi atau jiin ALLAH Subhana wa Ta'ala akan berikan Bahagia lama, Inshaallah Asal binusantara jalani Akhlak baik Hakikat semua akan terlihat Begitu juga jiin Islam Barakah buat bicara ini Cobaan lapang di dada Baca secara selama-lama Lama-lama lesu batin Amanah ini seluruh ingin Allah Ta'ala kembali izin ~Channelled on 23 Feb 2012~ LorraineNur Surah 104:1 Kecelakaanlah bagi setiap pengumpat lagi pencela, Surah 68: 10-11 Dan janganlah kamu ikuti setiap orang yang banyak bersumpah lagi...

May we be blessed by honest loving Caring and concern From the depths of our hearts May we be blessed to have an inner peace to radiate Not shameful dreariness that disintegrates May we be well endowed with beauty from the heart Not by mere words but also acts May we always see through the fakeness of persona And we capture genuine moments of love May we be able to accept all that is pure Which is rich goodness in hearts Not spoil and ruin The fruits given in sincerity May we always shower helpful reminders That we ourselves have learnt to follow That in all attempts to live the best We shall always give our best That we lock up the beast inside the head That nags and whispers The polluted thoughts Aimed to maim and disparage May we be conscious to always be dignified Whether anyone says likeful things Or obscenities We always stay strong In substance,morals And aspire to maintain The cultured personality That is the real being The soul of grandeur Love ...

In this age of so many anti love In this age of too much discrimination In this age of so many disturbances In this age of too much self interest In this age of too many distorted words Light workers have evolved From the same as you To bring new energy To bring new awareness To help the evolution of destruction And curb the dissemination Of all human traits That hurt and abuse To heal the energy band Of Light that is the force of Love and peace In the silence of your inner heart Hear the beats of the developing waves Crushing the blows of doctrines Unhealthy mind tampering Now, feel the new senses of love abounding Spreading over the Earth As light workers spread their wings Covering the sores of depression and oppression Help us, don't fight us We are here as healers As cherishers of your hearts We are here to abide in warmth caring We are here to allow love to seep inside the loneliness We work in pairs ,as twins But we are many all over All whis...

Light Workers INDIGOES CRYSTALINES OCTARINES We are all helpers of the Universe Sharing LOVE, PEACE &LIGHT We serve humankind for the sake of Universal Love We serve wholly for the sake of the ONE Creator We are aided by Angels, they help & guide us We have pure intentions We have no animosity We love,laugh and cry with you We watch the world We pray for the world We create the ambience of balance,light,love & peace ~LorraineNur, 2012

My five babies In silence, head nodded No sound, just tears flowing A sniffle or two, to catch the breath My little boy is wounded In his heart, a thorn sticks As his hurt is dismantled And his eyes blurry No one there till mother appears She rescues with her love As she cradles and carries him To her lap of love and hugs Soft whispers of affections Stifled in his cries His small voice and pitch low He says what bothers him And so upset is he, he throws up In agitation, into her palm ready to catch Not the slightest feel of disgust Just all love showering Onto him, her baby, her sweet child So strong and bold But when crushed, so pitiful and sweet This is the place of his recluse, Where he can just be who he is And with her who knows Just how to make it all better Mother and child, The bond is forever And on her breast, with her heartbeat so clear He remembers the moments of pure safety And warmth within her womb His first earthly home When life was...