My Soul, My Life

Dialah benteng dosa2 lalu: Is he the protector and the guide It maybe that he is the answer to prayers It may be that he has been picked to succeed where Noone else has He is the divider from past sins Sounds a renewed purpose A cleansing Appeared from no where Suddenly present , ever reminding Constantly and sincerely "benteng" means fortress,fort,castle,bastille The imam that I asked for has appeared The guidance , the stronghold, the support No matter distance , Parted and never set eyes on him I see him, As he sits in quiet contemplation He is the fortress between the past ~LorraineNur~

My mind is the wonderland Where love may prevail Where the senses exhale and inhale It is the place where I express In it I make all goodness the main way of life In this wonderland, I make the pictures I make the events I create the outcomes I am the artist I am the composer I am the conductor I am the actor In this beautiful wonderland I enrich myself I gift myself I raise myself To make the wonderland of my mind A world through which My reality transforms I bring the wonderland of my mind To the reality of my world I then enjoin all souls into this realm Where Love flows freely And where your existence is possible Through pure love and consciousness. ~LorraineNur~

Allah humma shalli wa sallim alaa Sayyidina Muhammaddin Shalaatan taghfiru biha dzunuub wa tuslihu bihal quluub wa tatantaliqul buhal ussub wa tuliinul biha suub wa alaa aalihi wa sahbihi wa man ilaihi mansuub... (Shalawat hb.Shaleh tanggul)

Somebody's caught my eye Caught my strings and each movement Words resonates a voice That I don't hear That makes my heart beat, a beat faster My ears warms to the harsh But caressing sounds How exciting! Smiling a while Holding a while A mere reflection from across the seas Hoarse laughter Gentle touch A look that penetrates A quiver that rises That impersonates Is this how love Translates? ~LorraineNur~

The eyes grow weary and sleep is imminent Will he ever wake up again? The heart is heavy as the breathing deepens Will he ever see the light of day? The nights and days merge in one He isn’t aware if there is a sun Or if the moon is cradled The heat and dust swivels all around The animals are all gone The insects crawl The fly sits, mouth drying His arms beckon a vision unseen As if to take a cup to drink Over the other side it seems it’s winter But here in Somalia We are left dying Suffering, inescapable death There has been no hope as he travelled The road from one day to the next Only to arrive at this spot of dryness and heat No water wells No, rain, no clouds of darkness Just the stench of grim fear and loss Oh Allah, give them rain , Hear my pleas and prayers Hear their pleas and prayers For no doubt with cause there is a reason Testing the compassion of humanity If the rest would think to give and share Surely, there must be a reason A wisdom T...

Daydreams forever It makes for constant state of peace To be in unison always In touch with beauty and oneness Of all that exudes heavenly scents To be encasted within a whole Not to be recognised from the outside Prized and possessed by form Mental and intellect diminished The eyes see only what is apparent. 28thApril, 2011 ~Lorraine Nur ~

The waning heart of a sick soul The unfed soul kept hidden The soul which lacks it's nourishment remains as if in death He cannot move and has no say He is left to deteriorate and decay He wants to ignite the vigour and energy But he cannot, chained and bound By the dirt and filth of Nafs. Nafs , a hateful and aggravating A disease of the heart, soul and mind Nafs , a whisper of infection From words to defile It causes a sickness virus Which consumes and eats Everything that is good within. Nafs attacks Ruh Nafs regurgitates Ruh Nafs dismembers and hurts Ruh Nafs kills Ruh. Food of the soul ALLAH HU ALLAH A truly effortless choice An inbuilt mechanism Triggering will, instantly explode A monsterous surge of healing power Yielding a sword, Ruh kills Nafs Wielding the banner of ALLAH HU ALLAH For only this is the cure for all infections caused by Nafs Only in this is the healing And in only this is the power ALLAH HU ALLAH HU ALLAH HU ALLAH! Fi...

I feel there is something about to happen Something which we have long awaited For years we have been told about this event To herald new beginnings What I see is goodness Faces full of smiles I also see some darkness Of which we must know To get to the Light We must first know where darkness lies Thread with care Searching the way Many pits and falls Many tricks and lies Many deceptions Many ruins To reach the light , we have to cross , Go through the darkness There we will need strength in tribes Strength of self but together Individuals yet compact We defend and protect In this force, we will be kept safe The Light will soon be seen The Nur of beings The Nur of all nurs Comradeship, help, defense Protection and justice for all Woes and pains will go Once the Nur will arrive There are many tales Many hidden mysteries Perhaps my information could render relief They said he is born May 2011 They say he is a baby a...

Time, so precious it is as gold Time, when abused can harm ones soul Time when given do hold it safe For time that has passed Is gone forever Don’t rush through your day That you feel wasted That tiredness will consume you And the stresses heaped upon A soul travelling only momentarily What’s it all about? Begone the negative aspects of worldly goods Chase not for the sake of consumption With the assumption That all the material wealth We leave behind Better make haste and secure What wealth cannot buy A peaceful heart, a good natured temperament A bright, cheery smile A sincere intention Your good health and your happiness Lie in your ability to think clearly Be prayerful, hold on to faith Knowing full well, this is the way Of the awakened souls Partake in the world as if you will be here only for a moment Chase the next eternal destination Work for that as if tomorrow will be the end Time, is moving and passing quickly Then one day, all will stop Th...

One juz in 2.5 hours, insyaallah I will khatam this year after 7 years. Oh Allah make it easy for me to subdue emotions,to feel Your Mercy. Khatam Al Quran in the holy month of Ramadan, insyaallah. A juz a day. The angels descended at Tarawih, the Earth is filled with their presence, they will look for the gatherings, of ones who remember their Lord. The night of Ramadan is cool, the Earth is blessed. The nights hereon will be, initiated by their presence, make your niat and doa the best. Solat of the muslim is the submission of His servants, the solat of a muslim is the goodness on earth for all mankind;fasting fisabillilah. The shivers of joy runs through the veins of the seeker who seeks his Lord in the nights of the holy month only for His pleasure. How do you know your Rabb? How will you be responsible?When a seeker finds His Lord, all devotions become a part of life.Unconditional. And when the curtain of conscience parts,there we shall behold, a spark of nur, a ...