My Soul, My Life

Oh my sweet child How I see your confusion How I feel your pain That there is no doubt You have a heart of gold That there is no doubt You have blessings from the start Oh my sweet child How forlorn is your weeping That agonises me For you have nobody to safeguard you From the surroundings of antagonism You feel so alone You fall in a heap of disarray Then suddenly become a mantle of hardness Then crumbling again Throught his process I hope my moral support Though no hugs will you accept Will keep you strong through my spirit and prayers Because I love you more than I do, myself The heart wrenching cries stabs me I cannot fathom, when did I lose you Seems only yesterday That you were a babe in my arms That I could silently and lovingly cuddle Kiss all the pain away The path now you walk, seems full of thorns I can but only try to ease the steps When I lay my hands below your bare feet You are my sweet child, forever ~lorrainenur

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim Aku mohon ampunan kepada Allah,dengan rasa malu kepada Allah. aku mohon ampunan kepada Allah dengan kembali kepada Allah. aku mohon maaf kepada Allah seraya melarikan diri dari murka Allah kepada pengampunan Allah. aku mohon ampunan kepada Allah seraya menyesali diri dan upaya untuk kembali. aku mohon ampunan kepada Allah dari kebinasaan demi kebinasaan aku mohon ampunan kepada Allah dari tindakan berlebih lebihan. aku mohon ampunan Allah dari ketergelinciran ataupun keliru. aku mohon ampunan kepada Allah agar dipisahkan dari dosa. aku mohon ampunan kepada Allah dari tercemar oleh aib-aib. aku mohon kepada Allah dari tidak hadirnya hati di dalam shalat. aku mohon ampunan kepada Allah dari seluruh kelalaian dalam hal shalat dan zakat. aku mohon ampunan kepada Allah dari putus asa dari rahmat Allah. aku mohon ampunan kepada Allah dari merasa aman dari makar Allah aku mohon ampunan kepada Allah dari tidak menegakkan hak Allah dan hakmakhluk Allah. aku mohon ampu...

  The sweetest ache is the longing for truth The loneliest pain is the suffering in silence The hardest wound is the stabbing of lies The profound bleeding is the lost of trust The hardest fall is the drop in iman The most rigorous climb is the struggle to improve The most painful moment is the look of despair The hardest challenge is to be firm in integrity The longest wait is to meet death The killing anguish is to have failed   ~LorraineNur

Allah Allah Allah Yaa Hayyu Yaa Qayyum Birahmatika Yaa Hayyu Yaa Qayyum Astaghfirullah Yaa Hayyu Ya Qayyum Inna lillahi Yaa Hayyu Ya Qayyum fan suur na ala kaumil kaafirin Allah Allah Allah Hu Ya Hayyu Yaa Qayyum Wa sholli ala Ahmad Ya Hayyu Yaa Qayyum Allah Allah Allah Lillahi Ilahi Yaa Rabbana Birahmatika Yaa Rasulallah sallamun alaih Astaghfirullah wa atubu ilaih Yaumil qiyamaah Ilahi Ilahi Ilahi Yaa Rabbana Ridhoka wa Jannah Astaghfirullah Ya Nabi, salallahu alaihi wa ali was saliim ~lorrainenur ( inspired)

I am holding on to you As the fresh air clings to mountains I am holding on to your love As the anchor in the harbour I am holding on to your vibrations The energy which recharges I am holding on to your soul To be the direction I am holding on to your personality The laughter so infectious I fly I am holding on to your character As the example I want to follow I am holding on to your words As light from heaven I am holding on to your breath When I resurface for air I am holding on to you As my model for improvement As you hold on to me For your everything God has given ~LorraineNur

You ask about love You ask if this love sent from heaven is real Are you in so much doubt and confusion That you need to ask me? You say if this is heaven's gift Then where is the love You say, this love I have If it is true, prove it I say, have you forgotten So easily you forget How the ways of the tests proven over time Was to mention you in everything I say, that this love, Began without doubts Became infested and corrupt By poison words of lies This love has been trashed to the ground Pulled to the ends of it's worth To struggle against all odds That it has not depleted  But it has hidden away From heaven did it come Showered with blessings Now, it is saved from total destruction In a safe place, where angels are Into the light This love cannot be compromised It cannot be traded It cannot be deleted How can you question it For now doubts enter  The gates of your heart How stubborn the stains of revile Then, this is the case of love...