My Soul, My Life

“I am watching you.” Everyone knows, or chooses not to know, some join in willingly, others serve to warn, some just blasé, and most just don't care... everyone wants a happy world, yet definitely it ends, whereby they forget about the true happy world, in which is here they need to strive, the fake happy world created amidst wars and injustices, using media to take the reality away, and create a false reality by making all forget that this world is temporal, the temple and stage for the recruiter, so some follow aimlessly, others for a vocation, whilst others fight it off through true religious observances, watching good morals and keeping to the faith, designed to produce healthy souls and energised spirits. Yet, how can people claim, this evil does not exist? when it is clear that it does, the plan is clear and most have no fear. So sad, and devastating for humankind, that rejects true and clear warnings, succumbing instead to ...

In the darkness, quiet night Then sudden heavy breaths, in strife Mumbling and grunting What an uneasiness I look to make some access To calm you To no avail, You toss and turn Still mumbling words incoherently Seems you may be disturbed Then I see an eerie white full figure Of a man who asks me What do I want I feel uneasy about his appearance Was he shielded in a white robe Or white sheet But not so welcoming I think you may have entered the realm of the floating souls Who tried to beckon you in sleep You were unawares, and you ran off Into a wooden house with steps In the rain, in the dark You entered an outer bath area And showered, with rain water running from A wooden pipe A quaint scene Still confusing to me A glimpse of old and new, as you handed me an android Almost forcing me to look at the shiny screen A glare in the darkness I still feel uneasy I wonder, where did you travel to last night? lorrainenur@2013

The tears flow as the pain increases The sadness a spear thrusted inside Ya Rabb, this sadness towards the plight of humanity This sadness towards the events to be unfolded It must be we go through this difficulty To return to You It must be we must suffer at the hands of enemies within humanity Ya Rabb, the sadness for this nation A weeping A cry towards Your Throne Hanging on the edge To plea on behalf Of all the ones suffering with no visible end We wait for the promised one To come at the time of oppression and injustice This is the case now, yet he is not here Must we then go through more horrid wickedness? Ya Rabb, be Merciful to the victims Ya Rabb, in my supplication I hold the sword That banishes all the enemies from the lands Causing destruction and evil intentions Let this plea reach the top May it be heard throughout This month of sadness also for the longing The longing to be back home And this month in sadness just knowing Our beloved was stri...