My Soul, My Life

Ours was not planned yet desired I didn't know then what I know now If I had known would I have perhaps chosen differently? Would it have ceased all pain? Would we have learned together? Or is it that we had to learn individually? Then combine to create such an enigmatic force To be reckoned with? For thirteen years I never knew and if I did I ask myself What would have been? I see myself as a canvas spread See the pictures of those days I cannot help but wonder If I had known what I know today Would it have made us what we are now? Alone but together Always there And now here lorrainenur@2018 lorrainenur@2018

Since the beginning we encompassed nothing No time No space Just being In gathering of time we visualize the reality The coming together The combinations As if of secrets unfolding The passage time takes us through Eventually results in what cannot be described For time is essence And essence is energy In energy we form To unite and reunite Under the banner we call connection Among souls and love This language we construct in time Becomes our reality To take and do as we see fit lorrainenur@2018 reinspired

Although I am afraid Although I may feel weak Although destiny has been written  Nothing prepares for it’s trials  Although I may have knowledge  Although I may be courageous  Although I have my principles  Nothing but faith can lift me Although  I dread what future holds  Although life’s path is blurred Although my aim is apparent  Nothing but my self can take this road  So,  when this path is trodden Slowly will I venture  The care and caution I will use  In time I will be beholden  To experience which age has brought That will guide me towards my haven  ~lorrainenur@2018 Seems inspirations are starting once more. How I have missed it’s presence. 🌹