My Soul, My Life

As an energy form and spirit in human form I look back at the last 13 years As I contemplate each relationship I see the initial radiance then I review the mistakes and I review the failures As I review the past and now the present I believe energy and spirit unites With the same ones in frequencies And spirit gives love In free unconditional fashion When the receiver reciprocates the same Both will begin to feel the benefits Of truth So, initially energy and spirit will combine Then both will face challenges It is in these times That changes may occur The failing soul of the human nafs Will be released if the frequencies deplete Energy disconnects, spirit weakened And a new one will be sent that will be stronger and prevail For noone was meant to be alone Traversing this earth And so it is, Be and it is Energy and spirit will meet At the same frequency because in truth In reality That is all we really are Energy lorrainenur@2019

The agony of love is strange The changes it brings Is mind boggling. How do I know that this is real When distance is a factor That tests its sustainability. I found one so truthful One whose faith is as mine Then why with it's bliss am I taken afar? I felt I could cope with the miss Yet I feel quite at a loss I feel bewildered I feel cheated That it mustn't be destined. To cope with parting A profound disability Because of the memory This life will pass quickly . Then when and where will We meet? To deny the fact that we love Is not the ultimate point, But to ask the why of it, that the separation which exists Seems cruel, Seems selfish, Is hard. I want to go back where life is filled with mutuality. lorrainenur@2019

As I view the changes within myself I see the spiritual path start to widen As I look at the pages of my virtual bookshelf I do believe it needs to brighten Following changes of life and partner I find myself making adjustments And discarding of good poems seem harder But all done in good judgments For to keep them does seem useless For the sentiments resound with hypocrisy Words ring tuneless For my poems are based in honesty Singly written over many years From spiritual inspiration This one in particular perseveres Logically using mindful creation Of a few verses cleared The rest will be saved One day soon all geared To publish and be served ~@lorrainenur2019

Splendidly faces the knight  In armour clad  His words ring truth  Without falter He speaks volumes of wisdom  Beyond his age Still in his forceful might He usurps the wasted laments  In place is integrity that vitalises The need of her heart  He smothers not yet reinforces  Willing is he because he cares He does not misconstrue the truth So he may have his faults  Yet in it lie his strengths He is not dampened in spirit  Although clouds may dwell He has the will to shine  And share the light within For her darkened state  And in it rests peace  lorrainenur@2019Feb