My Soul, My Life

As an energy form and spirit in human form I look back at the last 13 years As I contemplate each relationship I see the initial radiance then I review the mistakes and I review the failures As I review the past and now the present I believe energy and spirit unites With the same ones in frequencies And spirit gives love In free unconditional fashion When the receiver reciprocates the same Both will begin to feel the benefits Of truth So, initially energy and spirit will combine Then both will face challenges It is in these times That changes may occur The failing soul of the human nafs Will be released if the frequencies deplete Energy disconnects, spirit weakened And a new one will be sent that will be stronger and prevail For noone was meant to be alone Traversing this earth And so it is, Be and it is Energy and spirit will meet At the same frequency because in truth In reality That is all we really are Energy lorrainenur@2019

The agony of love is strange The changes it brings Is mind boggling. How do I know that this is real When distance is a factor That tests its sustainability. I found one so truthful One whose faith is as mine Then why with it's bliss am I taken afar? I felt I could cope with the miss Yet I feel quite at a loss I feel bewildered I feel cheated That it mustn't be destined. To cope with parting A profound disability Because of the memory This life will pass quickly . Then when and where will We meet? To deny the fact that we love Is not the ultimate point, But to ask the why of it, that the separation which exists Seems cruel, Seems selfish, Is hard. I want to go back where life is filled with mutuality. lorrainenur@2019