My Soul, My Life

I       They say I should be patient They say I must remain strong They say I shall overcome each test They say I will never be defeated again I say I cannot exercise patience with those who intentionally poke and prod To annoy and to ridicule even when the proofs are given. I say my strength is my faith And whomsoever revenges Or retaliates, I shall never back down. I say, My Lord, afford me The strength and wisdom to Pass each stage of the tests With the patience You have endowed me with. I say, if  I am defeated, I win when I fight for the Glory and Justice Peace and Harmony Of those I love. My angel's love surpasses any in this world My guides' loyalty and love bring tears of gratitude to Allah Ta'ala. For in the moments of difficulty In my moments of helplessness He did send me help and spiritual sustenance Who now, I hear Who now,I recognize As them who were always there to lend a he...

The waning heart of a sick soul The unfed soul kept hidden The soul which lacks it's nourishment remains as if in death He cannot move and has no say He is left to deteriorate and decay He wants to ignite the vigour and energy But he cannot, chained and bound By the dirt and filth of Nafs. Nafs , a hateful and aggravating A disease of the heart, soul and mind Nafs , a whisper of infection From words to defile It causes a sickness virus Which consumes and eats Everything that is good within. Nafs attacks Ruh Nafs regurgitates Ruh Nafs dismembers and hurts Ruh Nafs kills Ruh. Food of the soul ALLAH HU ALLAH A truly effortless choice An inbuilt mechanism Triggering will, instantly explode A monsterous surge of healing power Yielding a sword, Ruh kills Nafs Wielding the banner of ALLAH HU ALLAH For only this is the cure for all infections caused by Nafs Only in this is the healing And in only this is the power ALLAH HU ALLAH HU ALLAH HU ALLAH! Fill...

The cold war  Begins again, Nothing is earned There is no gain! The cold war  The ultimate rejection And refusal of pain There are no winners in the game! The cold war constitutes bitterness Encumbers ill fated feelings And loses the actors Awards and decrees A cold war makes no sense There is no justification There is no knowledge and no lesson There is no blessings, it fetters! To put to shame ego and callous remarks Insignificant pride and prejudice It culminates on one or the other to exalt peace. The cold war serves an ill purpose. It causes disintegration It dismembers There is no lesson here.  The cold war makes strangers of those involved Disillusions from a hateful heart An unmindful soul It upheavals the environment It denies peace and love. Apologies aren't accepted A cold heart has been created A miser and a loser A lost wayfarer. Dear heart, be brave For with everything ...

A mother's love is multi dimensional She will yell and scream at her teen, with love She will stay awake through the night with a sick child, with love She will small smack your tiny hands , with love She will muck around with her kids , with love Sometimes events occur, which she has no control off If it makes her mad, it's with love It's with love that a mother devotes her energy to her childrens' well being Though not always her smile radiates It's with love through her heart, she shines  As teens we grow and see her as monstrous Though she was not that when she cradled you Though she may sometimes seem inattentive Be rest assured she knows A mother has 3 times rights over her children It is with this responsibility she does What she can and needs to To plant the seeds of wisdom, eventhough She may seem tough, it is with love That she is Because a true mothers' love will scream at you and hug you straight after She'll feel you...

Oh an ode to the women of this world The struggles you put up with Oh the women of this world The strength you muster everyday You educate your children and you mould the future Oh the strong women of today. Gather strength and knowledge Of the brave ones now gone And those whom are left. Keep up the dignity of womankind Don't allow bad situations to make you down And always keep your pride as the ones who give life. I never knew about the role until I had five more of me My legacy to this world are them A decree in it definitely. For five more of me to continue Inherently what must be A better future which begins with me. You are not stupid as some might say to Make you feel little and discredit you, For know that in those utters Are a reflection of their own faults. Say what you feel, intelligently Say what you mean, articulately Say how you want to say it And be whatever you say. Be responsible as a woman and then go ahead a...

THE MONTH OF RAMADAN, 2010 Dialogue with angels I Maha Suci Allah. Maha atas segala sesuatu. Kasi jalan keluar, jalan baik, jalan untuk pisah boleh. Malaikat hajatkan doa nanya mujabah malaikat , hambaAllah kata justice nanti ada. Cari ketenangan jiwa in zikir, ibadah yang “Laa ilaa ha ila anta subhanaka inni kuntu minazalimiin” dan ibadah-ibadah lain yang kanjeng Ratu Kidul Nur Shufiya sudah tau. Hadirkan malaikat-malaikat Ramadan untuk membawa doa ke Allah, Lauh Mahfuz langsung kabul, insyaallah. Jaminan janji roh ke Allah lahir batin in this world love Allah love Rasulallah (saw) , in the akirat jaminan jannah, insyaallah.Ana malaikat yang kasi Lorraine nur cahaya Muhammad (saw) in Singapore waktu Lorraine minta Allah kasi lose pain ,ana yang dengar jadi ana bawa ke Allah. Hikmah utusan hambaallah bawa dan hikmahkan “Laa ilaa ha ilallah” kunci dalam hati. Ijazah yang mulia untuk Lorraine Branson. Ya, buku untuk kasitau cerita hikmah langsung. Zikir, manjat doa, i...

There she lay All in white  And turned on her side Her hair, black ,wavy, flowing In stillness and silence.  Her presence in her stillness Emanated her glow. left behind, saddened.  A death of self, a death of desires. There he lay beside her Clutching her body, lifeless he sensed her withdrawal from the world he held her to relieve her pain, it seems Although he was in pain. He clasped his arms around her lifeless body He kept his self close to her as if to merge.... a death of temptations A rise in faith. He was her rock and he was the faith , come to rescue. The death of nafs, of desires. Her freedom to exist. Above , with eyes aflame red and eerie, A vision of past desires. Defeated. There they waited and tasted Love and faith, winners of the struggle. Survivors of the war on self. Nur Shufiya

In your face I see my hope In your face I see my joy In your gaze I see the love  In your face I feel all love The greatness of the One whom my sou'ls seat holds I see your light Your beacon your arrival shall bring In my heart your voice resounds and in my soul your nurture is I miss you when you are not here I love you and wait for your entrance A wait of pride and hope A wait of everlasting anticipated joy You are the one that will seal it all A time when we in want And we in need Will be vindicated Will be elated and shall be freed My long awaited, beholder of The Cherisher's Bounty I await to herald you I implore the One above to hasten the time. Oh please My Divine. The way you speak in words so sweet The way you bravely and loyally defend The way you show me how much you love And how great you care. The responsibility in your actions yet unseen  In my mind...

Bismillah hirohmaiiRohiim Allah guide me please. Yaa Mujiibu Yaa Kareem Yaa Hanan Yaa Annaas, Ya Annaas, Ya Annaas. Taubat, taubat, taubat The time is coming when the one will come and the time will be no more. The time for taubat will be no more, when he comes. Oh mankind, oh mankind, oh mankind… repent. When the sea becomes the sky and the sky becomes the sea. That will be a sign, when the time to repent will be no more. I love you but my soul is sad and the time will be when the sinners will not be accepted their repentance, if not now they repent. When he comes it is a sign that the world will not have much time left. Yaa annas , ya annas, ya annas…taubat. Remind, remind, remind Ingatkan , ingatkan, ingatkan Yaa Dzal Jalalu

My body and soul rocks  With fervour when I enjoin myself with your essence I feel whirled in a tornado of love I sweep across oceans and miles of desert Crescendos and accession in a magical moment. I enter your world and you decorate my heart With joys of laughter You fill my life with hope and peace I only need to watch you and feel  A sense of gracious presence  From Him who gave you to me I love you from a depth  deep inside the crevices of my being I love you totally and unafraid Unabashed and wholesome Love permeates my spirit I adore you, J'adore. Love emanates from your presence Your eyes shine and sparkle with it I cannot think how I should be without you All I know and feel is you, in my aura and my world, my Love. ~LorraineNur~

Oh what is the pining feeling  Creeping into my soul Oh why is that I am too affected? When I knew to be well prepared That when I opened up my heart and soul To receive , even when to give. I knew I would have to face the challenges  Of feelings and emotions Although, it has been entombed forever it seems Jealousy Poison of love Get out of my heart Imagery , nonsense, illusions  A devil in my mind It's only because I love you so deep. To think of you with anyone else but me  Leaves me heart ripped and gaping I know the other loves went away, I know that I am here to stay Forgive me for not relenting, allowing the flare to emblazon my soul It is only that I feel  I know that what I feel is deep rooted love from the days  Long ago. ~LorraineNur~

Oh , my darling; I cannot stand it When the look in your eyes reflect the loss and bewilderment Oh, my darling; I cannot stand it To think if in any way I may be the cause of your pain Oh, my darling; I cannot stand it  To know that the parting is piercing your heart As it is mine. Oh, my darling; I want always to be the light that inspires you In your moments of loss and gloom Oh, my darling; I want always to be the cradle for you to rest your weary spirit Oh, my darling; I want always to be the one who fills the void From which you are nourished and enriched To flow and grow Incessantly. Oh, my darling please accept my insecurities As being the one who loves you the most, I cannot bear to share you, to part from you. Although I know, I cannot possess you.  I shall always be one with you as long as we breathe in this world. You have my heart and soul and I have yours. I believe that being one is undeniably our destiny. ...

Sunday, 21 March 2010 at 02:43  There's a certain missing when someone close does something different There's a certain missing when she seems to have left you all alone There's a certain missing when you feel you've been jilted  There's a certain missing when she leaves your world Take heart, she's still there for you Take heart she is taking her own path Take heart she will never fully go away  Take heart she will always be here to stay For in the moment when life seems difficult It's only because changes must happen  To be able to perform and go ahead  As though nothing actually really changes, is the mission. The life offers many open doors  And the door to true happiness is within oneself It is within one's choices, take it For we only live once The opportunity for happiness will never pass But the way we perceive happiness can be affected When we allow ourselves to indulge  That only others can give u...

  Saturday, 13 March 2010 at 04:24 Passions yield to her Her mind is electrified, her being intensified. The temple from the seas has risen to Repossess the humbled one.  With full and utter adoration , she throws her self to his feet Inviting and imploring , gracious love and  Feelings of worthy devotion. Indicating the future from which she moves towards And summoning energies from worlds apart She has succumbed to the call. At his mercy she hands the keys Of all the kingdom.  Her majestic force becomes his magisterial growth.  To ride together with bare horse backs  Like days of yore; The days from whence they passed  Through light years and ions. Nothing shall keep them apart , twin gory.  Perfect in dimensions in heart and soul. For he is truly noble and strong. ~LorraineNur~

Friday, 12 February 2010 at 20:04 "I love with a heart that overflows with genuine care and concern ,  an essence bestowed upon me for this journey.  I love with an eternal light from the One source.  I love from within exuding to all, without expecting anything for it except to see the smiles and joys it may bring.  I love to show the world that it is all going to be alright.  I love to share the gift from Heaven , to make a space of Divine peace on earth.  A small complementary gift to open the awareness for those that are willing to receive it.  I love without doubts that you are truly deserving of the gift of enduring energy from Life.  I love so you may keep the hope alive." LorraineNur ~NSSRLB~

Monday, 08 February 2010 at 13:08 The moments of life drift past Anything that is, always passes. We seem to differ yet remain same One thing always connects to the other  So, we just let life flow. The amazing wonders and beauty surpasses all imagination, when we realise that we are a part of all His creation And that we are all connected. Forgiving and accepting, Justifying and denying, diffusing and appearing. Hauntingly beautiful is life when we capture the moments  That glorify the essence of being and  existing; Through this journey let us then acknowledge the  Grandeur of creation and the Creator The Being of beings The Majestic splendour of Essence Divine. I attribute myself to Thee. LorraineNur~NSSRLB~

Saturday, 06 February 2010 at 01:47 There are alot of things I miss.....  Mostly I miss the innocence of her being and her laughter. When did she decide she grew up?  or is she just hiding behind a facade, so she doesn't get more hurt and disillusioned about the life she sees. The unfairness of being "abandoned" She trusted one of them to care and be there, One wants to and the other doesn't bother. Has she gone into her world where even if it's black and white, she can still discover some colours? I miss her so much... Even when she's there , she's far away. When will the child I had appear again? I know she's in there...... somewhere. ~Lorraine Nur~

Tuesday, 02 February 2010 at 14:51 Indonesia, Tanah Jawa I miss you and your ambience You've imprinted yourself in all my senses You've embedded  a mount of love in my heart You've engraved my name in your walls I left my heart and soul there. I hear you calling my name Beckoning me back from across the seas. this daughter was not born on the land  But my heart is Jowo for sure. I keep feeling the cool breeze from the lands of the ancient I hear the soothing sounds of gamelan  I smell the sandalwood fragrance of oils and woods The caresses of sweet affection. The tears and joy are all part Of my homesick feeling for Tanah Jawa your daughter will be home soon. LorraineNur

Sunday, 24 January 2010 at 23:43 |  The poor came for any relief The rains poured and kept pouring Through the floods they kept arriving To no safe place were they heading Accept to a smaller enclosure not of any comfort. Noone bothered As they were sardined the children and the old women,  The old men and the young As they kept multiplying for a miserly offering Were encroached by feeble monetary gains When their output would deliver heavenly gains Were they not entitled to a better leverage At least to be seated where comfort was available Only through proper choice of the right person Once delivered the summons and information Borne by none older than ten the participants were with great relief moved From grounds overcrowded to a more pleasant atmosphere. till when the bells sounded and the bellows from  A mighty voice thought to question the ultimate one responsible Did she shriek her cry of undenia...

Tuesday, 19 January 2010 at 00:23 It started to rain early that morning the entourage had arrived In droves they multiplied  Heralding welcome. The veils of white beauty lashed her spirit As the rains came and beckoned. It halted not  But brazenly pelted her wonderment. The long journey hastened speed The rains washed the debris of gloom. Her fresh scent filled the aromatic air As the horses raced and tigers sped. Towards her welcome,  Towards her grace, Towards her undeniable hospitality. The entourage of greeters  Stood at her palace gates. With sounds of beautiful serenades  Among the land and sea, We passed by them  And headed on towards  The gleaming ocean. As we rose above the stairs in awe Were we gathered , towards The throne room of her beautiful Majestic Queen of the Southern Seas. Kanjeng Ratu Roro Kidul. That is each feeling I get Whenever I am invited...

Thursday, 14 January 2010 at 20:26 | 150 in all... thousand?? There're so many people with nothing, stop throwing money around! Shudder... The house was swaying, The surroundings bleak, The movement of the earth. Oh please, don't let it be so God. The tremours I feel them; I walk towards the outside; A man is leaning on the railings, some people trying to help; A white cloth slips over them. I move back into the house, It's empty, holes in the ground. I look around Two people follow me. I am looking for the little ones Where are they? I am back outside, what was once there is no more The waters are covering everything. The highway has collapsed ,one side leaning into the waters. The old lady said, 'It's all gone, a hundred and fifity altogether." A small ship has docked at the foot of the ruins From where I stand I observe, the many on the waters in small boats, saved. Come in, I...

    Monday, 11 January 2010 at 17:33 Confusion, bewilderment Progress indefinite Clutter, removal Relocation, undeliverable Collections, ostentatious Accumulation discontent Authority, provoking Discomfort chaos Organisation disparity Discerning displacement If a brick is on the ground , pick it up It could be it may cause hurt to someoneelse If a brick is in your heart Replace it by releasing the weight to the Universe Identify your doubts Identify your weakness Clarify your purpose Strengthen your focus Don't sweep things under the carpet Face your fears , head on With gusto , know your choices Take action, you will achieve only when you try. Smile as you face each situation, know you have solutions.  Lorraine Nur

Saturday, 09 January 2010 at 21:43 Oh Allah, I thank you for the ability to be patient in my circumstance  when others are unconcerned Oh Allah, I thank you for the wisdom to know better when others show thoughtlessness Oh Allah, I thank you for the little disabilities  which help me to understand others' inabilities Oh Allah, I thank you for the small heartaches when compared to others' greater disappointments Oh Allah, I thank you for the courage to persevere when others' make things more difficult Oh Allah, I thank you for supporting me when others' have let me go Oh Allah, I thank you for the umbrella which shelters me from the rains when others' don't care how wet I get Oh Allah, I thank you for the use of one leg even when the other gets tired each day I go up many stairs and others' only ask me if I am alright Oh Allah, I thank you for revealing secrets so I know better next time  when others...

Saturday, 02 January 2010 at 12:13 It is time for reflection This moment to review To analyse To plan Then to activate. In these moments, dwell on what you want what you need How to attain and  Action. You look pass the nonsense of others there will be those who you pass That will give you anguish Shudders of disgust There will be those who try to deactivate you. Stop! Ponder the moment. release yourself from hopelessness and  Negative people,negative situations negative thoughts. Focus on devotion Focus on nurturing self How? Meditate your own goodness. Fill the spaces with love. Our journey, as spirits in this shell Is to diversify and impact Full unconditional Love for humankind.  Be the shiny star that permeates abundance to Earth. Be thankful for what you have Share what you can Offer your help and encourage goodness. If everyone did a small part, the jigsaw will piece together a...

Thursday, 31 December 2009 at 01:28 It is only for the best that I leave so you can rest. It is only because I love, That I can let go. If the paths should cross once more.  May that day be the best moment of my life. To see you happy is my only desire. The ways of this world may seem unfair, unbalanced; the price we pay for happiness seems alot. It sometimes comes with no guarantees  And alot of dashed hopes. A broken heart will heal in time Broken hopes and broken dreams, do not. Take time to reflect and rearrange your prerogatives.  And you shall soon see that the decision I make is only for your goodness. As a woman I wish to be paraded. As a woman I wish to be showered with  Your unending love and attention. As a woman I cannot share the feelings between loves. Our bond shall never cease. Although physically apart. Forever I shall keep you in my heart. ~Lorraine Nur~

Wednesday, 23 December 2009 at 01:42 It's all a game of love , this life The game starts as the whistle blows The whistle of whispers that feed the soul Telling us whom and how; to bequest. This game of love, it mingles our breaths , our hearts It embodies the regions  Seeking soothing sensations. Unbeknown , we become the searchers of Truth For the Love we seek is in itself The sought vital life force. Can we personify what we seek? To be entwined in it's drunken state Of divine craving; we release our Mutual egoistic selves, we are unique. Love and lovers, driven ecstasy. Universal companions, forever. Drowning in each pleasures secure and emblazed shooting stars. Come, no more play,the whistle is silent. The horns proclaim the wishes  Where from within  The love desires hearken. Live love the life with innocence The incredible gift, it's essence. Sweet angelic breaths rustles, Love mot...

Monday, 21 December 2009 at 01:31 I looked at the people around me I felt disillusioned and disappointed I decided to shut the doors that led to the core  And I drifted away I looked at them and I felt sad I knew I couldn't help them It isn't my job to change you and what you are It isn't for me to change your world.  You must do this for yourself So, I was sad and so I was disappointed  At the cruelty of deceit and lies  and I just drifted away. I may come back when I feel better  I may share your path again  But if I dont suffice to say I wish things would be different I shun crowds but now I run to them because I just want to drift away. I drifted far enough though I am still afar I observe from where I am not knowing  If I want to stive in this path. I shed the tears of silent grief as if I know I will never  Ever drift too far for I will always...

Tuesday, 24 November 2009 at 01:52 Have you ever seen a butterfly with a broken wing? She struggles to fly but fails She sits there till the wing mends  Hidden from sight beneath a leafy tree. Did you ever see a dragonfly leap and sweep ? Over the waters so fast over calm waters Never to dare adventure far too close to dangers of falls. Did you ever see an eagle fall? While sweeping in to get it's prey Her keen eyesight never betrays  She never fails. Did you ever see an elephant fly  Or a donkey smile Or a tiger hibernate  Or a monkey bray? Life is full of possibilities and hope Life is not without succour Life is full of absurdities and faults Yet life still offers valour. I tend to imagine a perfect life  With perfect happiness I tend to wish for flawless beginnings and  neverendings. I tend to endeavour the humble becomings  And greater effect of empowering self. I am inclined to be...

Thursday, 19 November 2009 at 18:30 They came and they went These beings of trustworthiness Presumably feelings of love We love you, they proclaim One after the other  We love you ,We need you Forever, Don't go The nations of people Afraid of loss Try to acquire What which they require With all actions and with all words They spoke with fervent fire They acted most consistent In their charge towards a destiny They mighted with great force and  Energies from within Supplied and fuelled by Never-ending declarations of Unending adoration. As the zest incited pleasures increased Without barricades Emotions consumed each heart Til' their own undoing of self-admonishment They suddenly fell in a heap of exhaustion Gasping and gulping for air  As when the final blow hit  An agreement of consummation demanded for conquest She then came down to console, Her long white scarf wafting in the w...

Thursday, 19 November 2009 at 15:09 There he was standing behind me We both looking from the shore We looked towards the horizon at something  Yet at nothing He smiled at me, his special smile and Gazed with bright and shiny eyes As if to say, Hello and Hey It's all going to be okay. We're all here now and soon you will see My dear darling, that it was all supposed to be This way, although you've been alone  And afraid; be so no more. And so we smiled and nodded With our eyes still looking to the horizon Waiting for the ship to dock And for everyone else to come off. They're here he said, let's go It's time to face our foe But before we do and set things right We have one more task, you know. We see the little man in black, from afar He skips and flees And glimpses back to see  How far we are As we follow him through  His path of pebbled walk Excitedly, anxiously We tread with glee ...

Thursday, 19 November 2009 at 14:45 Til' I met you  Until I knew you I kept myself  Forever The time came  And I gave it up For that special time  Of claim Oh, Don't I know That I should've never let go That I should’ve tried To put it right Now, that all has passed And all I have are the memories That all I yearn  Are the luxuries Of true love The one love The unsurpassed highs The undeniable lows The delights in mountains  Of desires The immeasurable wonders Of illusions But now, after all is passed All I see Are the empty promises of what was meant to be. LorraineNur ~NSSRLB~

Monday, 02 November 2009 at 21:37 I was out all last night.  I discovered things I never had.  I always wondered why God would send the wrath  And I discovered why last night. He gave us dignity, we abuse ourselves. He gave us joy, we create our pain. He sent us Light, we choose the darkness. So, how can we complain? The ways of this world is degradation. Our simple choices without thoughts. We take the easy way out to follow our desires without responsibility. Never a second thought of the consequences. When we reflect on what we have done, have we done our best? When we look back at past experiences, are we still at the old habits? When we look into ourselves, are we recognizing the person we see? When we ask ourselves, are we happy; can we confidently say yes? The rules are not meant to be broken If we follow the One who created them For life was not meant to be a disaster But somehow, we hav...

Friday, 23 October 2009 at 13:26 The sadness deepened for a whole night and day Till my tears would flow no more I felt alone and unconsoled  Until He led me to the path Of acceptance and love The thoughts and goodwill Of fellow mates My friends came through for me By their words and kind attention  From far across the seas An immediate effect on my heart and soul Began the journey of healing The love came through To erase my pain To let me know It's all ok , once again People come and people go The ones sifted by life  Who will remain forever dear The meetings we share though near or far Will forever be imprinted on my soul Forever be remembered till there's no more I am eternally grateful for His guidance and blessings  To show me who the rare gems are in  My life , dismal sometimes Happy most times There is always a balance in everything And true friendship is equitable to  The h...

Thursday, 22 October 2009 at 01:08 Indescribable, dreadful, deep Sensations of sorrow breach my heart and soul No mother ever means to hurt her child Yet there are times when it does happen  It seems an unforgivable act An act of shame  An act of mistrust leading to distrust I once cradled you and you were comforted and protected Now you have grown and are your own person I still need to comfort and protect you You are my angel from Heaven The answer to the prayers of so long You were the first of many to come And you are my light from God Your pain is my pain  Your joys are mine You were born to be forever loved  Never to be shamed , hurt, upset Never to be thrown, never to be abused Always to feel secure and always to be nurtured Your laughter makes the room tingle Your eyes light up with glee When you uttered the sad words of pain I was crushed and I would take it all back  To see you smi...

Wednesday, 21 October 2009 at 12:32 I yearn for the sound of silence I search for the inner peace The world around buzzes  With animations and vocals Of so many things which I am unconcerned about I look and I search for my quiet space I am eternally bound to the physical Yet ethereal in self As I wander this congested world To be able to confine myself Within the world of my very own I yearn for the seclusion To bring about the unison Of the magical unity And the Oneness of You I come from within to live without I am desolate and I need to recollect The moments of endearments that came before I did I need my solace I need my time I need the sounds which Eventually will Enlighten my burdens and set me free I shall stand in space and time I shall tower over the mountains and terrain I shall observe all from atop The mighty self of humankind ...

  Sunday, 11 October 2009 at 22:17 |  Don't look for her She will find you A mother who is parted from a child feels pain in the missing A mother who has been separated from her child never forgets A mother who is away from her child by distance may still communicate through the heart Many mothers have telepathic connections with their children The tie from within the womb when cut After birth is never severed from this world to the next A mother who at any time , always knows when her children need her Need her love Need her attention Need her guidance A mother is a gift from God A mother is never fearful of her children being misguided For if she has taught well She will release her children into the world To serve humankind And hope that their missions as good people will be fulfilled A mother prays that her children will grow from her teachings to Be able to help mankind to be useful servants and vicegerents of GOD When God created t...

Tuesday, 06 October 2009 at 20:31 | There are some things I just cannot explain  It must be felt and experienced When does spiritual development transit from  awareness to awakening The energies start to blend, balance Triggering episodes of emotions and sensations Refining of senses Restructuring of physical and spiritual Synergizing the soul with the Universe The whole of creation merging In one magnificent  Aura realistic dimension I am becoming I am merging I am being I am just I AM.

Sunday, 04 October 2009 at 15:56 | I am never far away, I am with you all the way No matter where and no matter what No matter how and no matter where I shall be there In your heart I speak to you My words of love and wisdom come through In the midst of calamities  Listen, I am there Have strength, have faith For in the end the love prevails In search of the Truth is not so hard But forever be there in your heart The guidance of Love The guidance of Hope  The guidance of Mercy  For all with one heart One faith One glory  One destination One Eternity The flow from God  Is truly beneficent  Yet we forget because we feel bitten And we feel so weaken By the forces outside of our control We need to muster the courage  To face the obvious  All of which we must behold. Stand firm, have faith Be strong, be sure All your efforts are not in ...

Wednesday, 30 September 2009 at 21:21 | The dream is inscribed as to who I am  The way towards has been shown and mapped The waters have accepted the dear ones apart  The chain and seal has been put in the heart  You are me and I am you  We are together yet we are separate  I am in your heart and soul  You are beside me every step and towards the end goal The green is me and the white is you  The shining stream of energetic love Full of guidance and clairvoyance You simply are and so am I  The guides are ready to accept the bidding  The ones around accept the call  The hall and walls are all listening  For the one who is going to make it all For the sake of love  For the sake of this world  For the sake of the poor and for the sake of the needy  We shall penetrate and we shall be ready  For the time when we are with the One true force  Of justice and ete...

Sunday, 27 September 2009 at 15:59 | Why is there so much hate in the world Asks the child, with tears in her eyes? Why do they just keep wanting to hurt? The guns and battles never cease Oh what shall my future be? Why do you keep cutting down the trees  The life force of the world? The land is drying up from lack of rains  What shall it be like for me? Asks the child with imploring eyes. The rivers and seas balances our lands  Yet the destruction is causing them to clash. In the course of your taking over the world Sir, Mother Nature is rebelling and crying She quivers with grief at your atrocities. I am but a mere child and I am your future I am here to let you know I need a bigger chance To survive the ill effects of the human mistakes are drawing me to find;  That for al lthe innovations to make a better world, you've left me, Your crysta...

Friday, 25 September 2009 at 16:17 | I can see you clearer I can feel you more The energy, aura and power you share with me Is swirling me in all dimensions.... You teach me You show me  You guide me Like no others have I am happy when you are near me I miss you when I remember The places you have shown me And the trips we have taken You speak to me in whispers You speak to me in words You tell me what I must do To help and guide my loves I understand the lessons  That you are implanting in me To take beyond the dreams  To my reality I sense your ever presence I know you are never far Just a call away  And soon enough you ARE My guide mother  You take me by the hand I am your little child Whom you walk with and show The realm of your kingdom I see the throne is empty I see the beautiful buildings I see the little people who ...

Thursday, 10 September 2009 at 23:51 Do not search for what is not there For what is not there will never be where it is supposed to be Do not search for what is not seen for what is unseen will never be revealed Do not search for the unwanted  For the unwanted will never be found Do not search for the one that is an apparition  For the apparition is your imagination Do not search for what you can't touch For the one you can't touch will never feel Do not search for the words of love For the words of love need only be heard Do not search for the one in light  For the one in light shines in the heart Do not search for the betrayal of trust For that betrayal will bring you down Do not search for the meaning of why Because the meaning of why will ask you how Do not search in the dark for answers  When the reasons itself cannot be revealed Search for what is the truth  Which is the h...