My Soul, My Life

No more justifications and altercations No more need to improvise The system is set when we make up our minds That we will continue as souls In higher forms In this life led That is trapped by time And a physical self No mobility is possible Without the mind stream and visions No changes may outcome, without the imagination We can move forward and watch Before we even make a movement This is the upper level of Soul consciousness Waiting for the one who is in follow That way is made and not to be Input as an obstacle Gear up and move out Move back or down The simple way is the best way Which speaks volumes is the heart In times of silence Time and space is then no longer the prison When there is a mighty understanding An interpretation What moves must change What lies dormant is dead Unification and alteration Destiny curves with no modifications Acceptance with flaws with the alls May be this is the time when all falls Into place as a Universal allot...

My bowl of oats becomes a wisdom A lesson about the sweetness of life Each day I make a bowl of porridge For me it is the emergency sustenance My body gets because I am forgetful about eating Thus, my blood sugar drops and my blood thins Causing the effect close to fainting As I make this daily ritual, I remember To thank Allah for simple sustenance Which has major benefits This simple bowl of oats Today, as Heaven may have it To enhance me with life skills I forgot to add, after the oats and water, some sweetened milk And as Heaven would have it, I ate my provision And scoffed, at the taste lacking sugar I instantly remembered a childhood episode When I stayed a night in hospital Had oats for breakfast the following morning, The gruel was such as now I taste A mere child with an unsweetened bowl of oats Such was a hospital experience Now, as the adult, with a similar fate I laughed as I scoffed, Ridiculed myself, at being forgetful Compared to the child, ...

My introduction to my forty seventh year As a spirit in human form A most humbling experience With no pomp or fare The day began as a normal day And filled with a gloom from within That on this day when I was born To wake alone With no smiles and hugs of young arms No love to share with a lover’s caress That this day a most humble moment I woke to realise We come alone into this world And we shall return to His side, as we arrived Alone But through that day, whispers, calls and messages Through space, came words and greetings Of joy and happiness And the day filled with blessings continued As children’s pureness and innocence Did shower a mother will pride Through unselfish love and care All they did, they did with unconditional love A mother’s true pride and joy resides In her children and their characters Of love plus joy An addiction to kisses and hugs Smiles and surprises As twice, blindfolded Two surprises unfolded From their own imagination Of w...

Our Eden Throughout all this misery Inspite of all the darkness That clouds our joy The garden of Eden we have made Will forever be in my mind In my heart, I only want you The love we have surpasses land and seas To be with you as I knew Is what I want forever To love you is not a choice I have The feelings cannot be erased The tests that our love must tolerate Is surely the most anguishing experience The tears flow with every thought Of how we love and The more I try to deny it The more I feel your love increase Your voice is shallow Your shine decreased Your soul is low Your shadow has grown Sweet soul, from my hours alone I have also lost all shine To part was not something I want Half of me resides with you How can I function as a whole? You still love me, I know You will be forever my Angel Hearer The one who arrived The one who gave all And fought so hard To keep it all I am weak and I fall Pick me up Hold me tight Like you will never let go...

When all is said and done The hope I had is gone I needed to wait and see The proof was to be What I base our next plan That would it even Eventuate Or it may be too late Somehow I knew what Was to take part I didn't want my heart To tear and jerk I was hopeful you could handle But I find no signs To the effect A man afraid with so much love Under pressure more than enough Dampens euphoria extinguishes All I have left is my self respect Knowledge that all my best came forth Although dirtied by false accusations Terrored by anger and judgments Keeping dignity we parted sadly Deep down knowing that it would be the end At least I have the intact mind To understand and not demand Although a right I would never use Allah knows best what would be the outcome Not because of human nature Laziness or forgetfulness He prepared what He knew would be Back to the comfort zone and free Now keeping up self dignity We would never be imploring Exploiting nor venturing Into a seiged territory Sa...

No more tears for the soulful For the cries that are unspoken will resound Till the highest Heavens And will echo out for all creation to hear The pains of the oppressed The cry of injustices The proclamation from the Universe Heralding The bands of Arch Angels To the Earth In all sympathy for the dejected Summarizing and enclosing In the safety of their prayers and participation Pouring justice Pouring strength and love Onto hearts that have been severed Anointing the foreheads with oils of Heaven’s healing Dear hearts, victims of the soiled minds Impersonating good but putrid flung Ghastly and disastrous, separation Forced by their terror and Finally dwelling in exclusive cells of disparaging circumstance. Know this day, one day, There is recompense Patience will guide us who persevere Hailing love still on a pole of goodness We the hope still left on the barren Earth ~LorraineNur~

“My love for you extends the highest rainbow ~ LorraineNur~5/11/2011 As we enter another phase We enter with full praise We allow Allah’s Love and Grace Guide us through angel’s whispers Oh sweet soul So dear to me In all my wanderings as a lone soul How far I have travelled to finally come To this special point To travel the road with you To venture where I have never been To seek and explore like never before Dear long lost soul A beacon in my life How far we travel I never know All I know Is that with you with me I am complete ~LorraineNur~ 19th Nov 2011

The world is a place with many trials Tribulations abundant without smiles Happiness scantly dispersed And quickly reversed The castles that are built Come crashing to a hilt Same when the heart is despondent Through aggravation and abandonment How lucky or unlucky we still strive To keep afloat and alive What the hopes resonant Through sweet words still redolent Hopes of a future bright Love and laughter to make it light The mild difficulties Till the highest In awe , I see many times In dismal hurt I am Forsaken by what most people have I always seem to salve They say that love luck Hinders fortune luck And the reverse As the old converse That hardship comes like bullets Pelting down hundreds As my dashed hopes, once again Becomes my life’s pain A brief union And an unpredictable future fusion ~LorraineNur~