Resistance


When all is said and done
The hope I had is gone
I needed to wait and see
The proof was to be
What I base our next plan
That would it even
Eventuate
Or it may be too late
Somehow I knew what
Was to take part
I didn't want my heart
To tear and jerk
I was hopeful you could handle
But I find no signs
To the effect
A man afraid with so much love
Under pressure more than enough
Dampens euphoria extinguishes
All I have left is my self respect
Knowledge that all my best came forth
Although dirtied by false accusations
Terrored by anger and judgments
Keeping dignity we parted sadly
Deep down knowing that it would be the end
At least I have the intact mind
To understand and not demand
Although a right I would never use
Allah knows best what would be the outcome
Not because of human nature
Laziness or forgetfulness
He prepared what He knew would be
Back to the comfort zone and free
Now keeping up self dignity
We would never be imploring
Exploiting nor venturing
Into a seiged territory
Save your peace and regain your place
Keep in gratefulness and love
For a man's weakness is loneliness
And a woman's is the heart
Believing and taking the risk
That the protector could be stronger
To no avail, all is now lost
Safe for my good name and self respect
Faith on Allah and Rasulallah saaw
Now they are my witnesses
In the Hereafter
As my Judge and Saviour
Of harshness and pain
Inflicted on a soul
With no other intention than to
Love and learn
Enemies against a raised soul
Bitterness swept away
And tomorrow is a brand new day
Raise in iman, raise takwa
You cannot say you believe in Him
When you fight what He decrees
And combine a mighty force
To oppress a helpless soul
Seek in Him forgiveness
And may the daimah of life be fair

~LorraineNur~

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