Trials


Head hurt
Heart hurt
Stabbed
Silence
Waiting for unknown speech
Waiting and feeling
Miserable
Pain
Hurt , stabbed
Fling
Want to just go
Anywhere, no pain
No hurt
No stabs
Choking
No air
Can’t breathe
Disturbed
Suffocating
Negative dispense
Hurt
Heart
Stabbed
Memories
Remembering
Negative
Useless
Hurt
Heart
Stabbed
Wounded
Unhealed
Pretence
Suffocates
Soul leaves
Tears free
Spirit flies
No hurt
No pain
No stabs
Healed heart

~lorrainenur

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