My Soul, My Life

In thought for many months have I been In observing a less than ideal situation In contracdiction to my own conscious effort to be grateful and happy Seeing the difficulties arising from such a thing At the point in time, when a blessing was bestowed Not knowing be it temporal or forever One important aspect emerged Were the lessons imparted and knowledge increased In time, as situations and circumstance change I see a need for my focus to be redirected A clause for painful decision In which my own happiness I surrender To fulfill the future and their blessings Last night some words in approval were spoken And tonight, a full contracdiction in words A form of curse for misleading or sacrificing A partnership, for the sake of five happiness  And a good future, which Is the Will of God At least, in the end when asked,  I can say, with lowered ego I sent a plea Nothing has been finalised  Prior already full of surprises A s...

May we be endowed with plesantness of personality May we be blessed with patience May we be smiling in times of afflictions And or adversities May our demeanour also be in the form of the loved ones May we learn from their examples and characteristics May we be aware that we have limited capacities,  Unless willed by Him To have further abilities, in our struggles May we forsake depression and thoughts of negative impact May we refrain from asking too much Speaking too much In vain discourses May we continuously remember , that in silence is wisdom May we never be dependent on  others For the state of our inner self For, from within we remember And outwardly, we shall shine When we are faced with banter and pride May we reduce ourselves to humbleness May we be afforded humility May we always know, when to refrain from being humiliated By avoiding circumstances or people That will endeavour,  To always be right. May we a...

Consolation of my soul In my time of wordlessness In my personifying Your Graciousness In my expounding Your Truthfulness In my endless silence of hopefulness In my times of dire tiredness In my endless endeavours to assist In the Bounties of Your Knowledge bestowed How can I word the phrases of understanding When You are the Master of everything So, with deep reflection of silent commiseration I observe a sullen reclamation That my deeds may only beheld by Your Generosity To endow me with such I cannot interpret into words Other than that which You allow me to speak Thereby, hearts guided by the Same may understand without words. lorrainenurshufiya2013

Disparage. Disregarded. Under estimated. Of little value. Really an awful predicament Think well Be positive,echoes, Like unseen gusts of disturbing winds Rustling dust here and there Underlying is a tension To speak of there's no unison There's no one voice There is no parallel We're off now in different directions I am in constant awareness not to drop from my pedestal So, I have stood on a stool Poised to see , just enough I don't need an audience But I shall convey the messages I have taken a back seat I have kept in the shadow To shine inwards is better This seeker needs just one light In the darkness of disparage thoughts Can you see anything at all? We cannot say we love when we do not do enough And we have no sense of pride because we don't give enough We have little sense of respect left because we are too conceited We have dwindled like the candle's light Because we have been careless Where are we heading with thoughts ...