Redemption

In thought for many months have I been
In observing a less than ideal situation
In contracdiction to my own conscious effort to be grateful and happy
Seeing the difficulties arising from such a thing
At the point in time, when a blessing was bestowed
Not knowing be it temporal or forever
One important aspect emerged
Were the lessons imparted and knowledge increased
In time, as situations and circumstance change
I see a need for my focus to be redirected
A clause for painful decision
In which my own happiness I surrender
To fulfill the future and their blessings
Last night some words in approval were spoken
And tonight, a full contracdiction in words
A form of curse for misleading or sacrificing
A partnership, for the sake of five happiness 
And a good future, which
Is the Will of God
At least, in the end when asked, 
I can say, with lowered ego I sent a plea
Nothing has been finalised 
Prior already full of surprises
A sadness, a separation and a weakness
Where when all is said, nothing is done
According to what is said
Although fore knowledge was given as a premonition
Discovering the actual reality and it's rendition
Has delivered me, opposition.
Having relented and lost to win
A better Hereafter, but surely
The returns for the one sacrificed
Will be replenished 
In His time
May we be afforded patience in this time of grief
And disillusion
From promises broken
Being good and nice, insincerely 
Is when in fault things are brought up
To facilitate and refute
To justify and chronicle
A story unlike what was beheld.
So, I give it all up
For the sake that five , me and all the rest till the end of time
Will have forever success in the life after.
Know this! 
lorrainenurshufiya2013

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