No more words

I was down , fallen, tripped

I was raised , fed and made fit
I was in restrains and chains
I became free with love only for You dearly
Ya Rabb, how much more thanks , I cannot express
Still am fighting with restoring the deen within
Still climbing uphill to win
Still filling like a bucket with a hole
Ya Rabb, Your attention is all I need
The call of this incredible creed
The blessedness of the one seed
That makes us part of the best
The part of ones chosen
The path of ones whom he loves
Because he knows we love him,
Even though we haven't seen him
Ya Rabb, we  are blinded by this world
Ya Rabb, free our eyes from anything but You 
And Your beloved  Seal of all Prophets 
Allah humma solli ala sayyidina Muhammad 
Wa ala alih Wa shoh bihi was salim. 
The day will come and I shudder with fear
At the thought of never seeing 
I shudder with  emotions that make me feel like death so close
The overwhelming state of immersion in missing You
In missing the beloved
Allah humma solli ala sayyidina Muhammad, wa ala alih
Wa shohbihi was salam
Ya Rabb, Ya Allah, Ya Kareem. 
Forgive me, forgive us, 
Forgive the ummah

Lorraine Nur-Shufiya, 2013 ( June, 5)

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