My Soul, My Life

Life? Are you playing tricks with me? Have you put on the rose tinted shades So, I only see all the good That life, did you want me to keep being happy Serving and helping even to those that deem no help needed? Life? Did you say to me just keep doing the best no matter what but at times I feel such a failure  That I try very hard never to be judgemental And others keep me down Oh Life, most times I do see and feel the good But on the days the shades are removed I do see but I cannot understand Life, you are such a precious commodity You are an inspiration And you will only be with me for a while Perhaps when I meet Afterlife, I won't be needing these glasses any more. Thank you Life for loving me. ~LorraineNur~

Anger overcame me as I sat and listened Words which did not connect and did not make sense Words that contradicted and sometimes sounded so cold I wondered about human nature I tried so hard to understand Not to make excuses but sincerely tried to become Empathic and compassionate I made a conscious decision To bask in positivity To create and bubble myself in an atmosphere of glee I would bounce off negativity and protect myself from it's ill effects I told myself to always remain calm and collected Not hasty to react I promised to be good to myself and love myself That I could then spread this joy from within to the outer realms of my world I realised that all this takes a conscious efforts to be agreeable and open To never waver In order to withstand all the woes I need to sustain me Then I would have the mustered strength To glow as a lamp of light Alas' the moment when the last energy strand remains A blast of heated and senseless attack Diminshes me...

How wonderful it would be that the world would come to peace How wonderful if the children could have a guarantee How wonderful would it be if all involved could have hypnosis To regress back to their childhood How wonderful if they could remember And then take responsibility to ensure the end of wars and violence As I sit watching sad and angelic faces of the little ones They listen in awe about being good and kind As if it is foreign to them For all the conditioning that they posess Is from a world filled with violent hatered and racism Their world filled with carelessness and disinterest A world filled with self imposed laws to succeed no matter what the costs How they gleam with the words of a story that project hope and kindness Their faces light up and smile with hope How easy it is for us to ignore their voices To tell them to be seen and not heard The facts are not such as children of the new millenium Have more than we did in the hippy ages In the stone age...

I watch events that happen Moments that embed in our minds I watch my world developing around me And fit in where I most am in need It seems to me that timing is not mine Nor the plan in action part of my itinery I watch and diagnose Where shall I be next ? I cannot preplan When I surrender I allow the messages to flow and guide To be in service of love to all A servant has no want or desires After making many adjustments to try and suit The best play in life Is to just be! I shift here alittle Sift and save energy After all attempts through life I have learnt that I can't do it all So my house of cards must be built Carefully and intelligently Using love and patience Let the deck be arranged Properly and intuitively If it so happens that some may fall In the attempt, all I need to do is pick them up And rearrange them where they fit As I am only a small card in my deck called life Yet although, one I am still important to the pack ~LorraineNur~

by Lorraine Branson on Tuesday, 20 October 2009 at 11:01 Di sambut kedalam hidupku Sudah di ketemukan Dia lah yang mendampingi saya dalam masalah sulit keair yang jernih warna warni hijau berlian Kita ketemu dan merangkul Sepasangan hidup buat selama-lamanya Nggk mungkin akan dipisah lagi mau kita jauh , mau kita dekat Kehidupan dunya pasti tetap bergerak Tapi pangeran ku tercinta Di dunya mana aja akan ku ketemu mu Di dalam hatiku . ~Lorraine Nur~ NSSRLB

Indeed I love you Indeed I feel love I want to love each and everyone Deeply and sincerely The most wonderful and deep affection But not wrongly misled As a sexual love Or intimacy Auric love, can bewilder and amaze When it has been established, One will be enveloped by the exclusive desires Of needing and wanting An energy of love, ardor and fascination It consumes,radiates and tingles It emanates through each pore, every cell is alight Almost a conflagration Of mates. The love is a sign of a bond A closeness A recognition When auric souls eventually meet The discovery is a homecoming To continue the path together In the capacity of love, peace and light The power of fortitude and strength must balance Binding each soul as a cell family of a systematic puzzle . The golden strands. Golden strands Auric love connection Divine interaction Most explicit Interrelation Lorraine Nur

I want to be , just like a lark in the tree Singing a beautiful melody I want to reach for the highest sky Being so free and easy I want to shout from the tallest heights To be seen and heard Shouting out loud That life is a ride with a purpose To become the very best you can To be enormous and gigantic in awe Of the surrounding land and seas To be a part of the entire Universe To disperse love greatly and freely I want to be like the soaring eagle That watches from way up high Spreading my wings and travelling The lands and skies I want to be the one that helps The one that stands by With my pledge I want to flow like the river does With all the curves and bends To reach the unending ocean that meets the land I want to be like the fishes in the seas That follow the movement of the waves The freedom that sets free souls apart Is the vigour and love for life I want to be set free to mingle and move about The earth , land and seas To come forth with love ...

The DAIMAH of life; From God we come and to Him is our return, also what goes around comes around, in this circle of life, in nature, in all things must come changes, hopefully gaining wisdom through the journey, gaining patience and endurance, gathering knowledge that is helpful, spreading love throughout, inculcating good habits, mindful of our limited life supply and fuel, ever instinctively listening to our inner voice, the calling and acclimatising our energy to balance with everything, taking the moderate way in all matters, synchronising life and synergising with creation.

Honey, come back to these open arms Honey, you left me to feel The love from within Now honey, you're gone You're not in my life Honey, stay, don't go For the day you came into my life Honey, I became whole You stepped into a groove That was meant for you You kept the love in that was meant to be Now honey, you've left it all Honey, it's quiet The pieces of my aching heart Is calling out to you Honey, you belong here In my life ~Lorraine Nur~

  Remember Noordin M Top, remember the Bali bombers? Remember the suicide bombings and Remember the useless misery of Twin Towers? Remember the one named Osama and JI, Basyir? Suicide bombers, terrorists have no place in this world. It has been passed through That "We are wrong, we are wrong!" "We were lied to, we were lied to!" It has been passed on , "We are suffering , we are suffering!" "There is no jihad in suicide and killing!" "It is wrong, it is wrong!" "We are not accepted by the martyrs and we have no syurga!" "We are not accepted as muhajjidins and we have no place in heaven." "Do not misuse religion." "Do not abuse Islam." "All we have is suffering!" "Help me! Help me!" "Forgive me, forgive me." Pray for my forgiveness. tell them, tell all it is wrong! They must be patient. Transpired by channeling.... Lorraine Nur

  I know I must do what I must, yet it is hard tearing away. But for my best sake and self, I must do it soon. Although I will be on my own once more, I tried and gave the best I could. I cannot any more be drained For there are many more who need me to be The prime and fit Soul I aim. I gave and gave I didn't think to take much I gave and gave my all With no thought of the effects to them and me I gave and gave and saw Nothing but just taking and taking From my soul. Zappers and Givers I hear the terms alot Zappers , keep taking and drowning us in with them I try to stay afloat but now I am almost drowning My lungs are bursting for air I struggle in the depths and the waves Are huge and over powering Sometimes , there seems to be a calm But , now I know , that was The calm before the storm. My heart , burdened The thought is a burden To make any move is a burden To sit and wait is a burden I have so much to do, I tried and tried But what I saw , ...

Men of the world,listen up Listen to the one voice from across the globe My voice bellows from the depths of my being Stop all your nonsense , little boys! I am a mother , I have children I look at them as the future inheritors I look at them as the future leaders I am raising them to be efficient humans Who do good and are using their balance Of mind, body and soul. They are mimicking the mother that can see What shame you adult men are bringing to your mothers Some may still have them Some may not Once, you were tiny and could do nothing for yourself Now, that you are grown and all intelligent and powerful You have forgotten what it was like ot be a helpless child In your mother's arms. Listen to me, Do not bring shame upon the womb that nurtured and bore you In pangs of pain she delivered you into this world With hopes that you would one day make a difference A positive impact on society That with your mother's prayers and hopes You have become ...

" This is the era of EVOLUTION not REVOLUTION! Make the resolution. Find the solution. Make the contribution. Stop corruption. Stop prostitution. Stop pollution. Stop persecution. There is no substitution, start the execution. Live the evolution,stop the justification and wrong accusation. Stop all starvation, litigation,exploitation,procrastination. Build a nation. Raise determination. Anchor a strong foundation. Build communication, encourage donation,show affection,increase admiration, Make an affirmation to uphold this declaration." ...

Allahu Allahu Allahu Berkah ini bisa menyelamatkan Ill kencana of words Always aim to hurt Bocor hati iparat dengki Sungguh dalam laut gelisah Akan menimbul keadaan ombak Besar ikut balik dan doa minta Ada hikmah Kanjeng Ratu Kidul Ada baik di bumi dan di akhirat Akan dia kalah mind Akan kalah kalau ancam Akan kalah minal aidin wal fa izin Bodoh lidahkan pinter tidak Astaghfirullah banner Mana Islam poaskan tidak Qamariah ada mendapati kakek Aki ghaib rijal Ajaib cupu di rumah Kadar niat perbaiki Amanahkan fisabilillah Arahkan cupu diriaskan Di loangan Di kamar Liat, nanti hijau. Transcripted when channeling

I will allow myself to vent, then I shall not be provoked to burn. You took me in, I didn't need a home You fed me, I wasn't in poverty You clothed me I wasn't naked You helped me I wasn't in need I entered your life I liked you I saw something different I placed you on a pedestal I tried to understand you I watched you I admired you I learnt so much from you I observed I entrenched myself in your world I fit into your life You were still prodding out from mine You insisted on doing everything your way I fought to have things done my own I felt terrible and guilty at times I could enjoy a normal life I had activities I was personifying An image I was shown I was wrong and I got hurt You were just a normal man I spent most of my time in your presence I discovered many deep secrets Finally, when all things were revealed I was tossed out Cut off Forgotten This is my choice it is said How extreme in ways do humans get When one has ...

Rose bushes teach us great lessons, pricks and thorns reveal beautiful blossoms to admire, be careful if you want to touch. . Carved a life with a person of fortitude Who turned out to be a wilted rose I gave fodder in alms and love To no avail , the rose never blossomed Engraved my vision into a solid mass Felt it shiver to grow But as time went on the shiver Drizzled off and dried up slow. Longing love's fresh breeze Swept across my face and seeped Into my heart, soon after A torrent took over, it became a barren naked soiled grove. Tragedies overcome and disperses blindness Tragedies hammers nails in A mustered help and guided aide Failed to bare and clear the vault. Leaking faucets , trickled tears Wounded  and bleeding Thorns and torn till a hackled heap Rose bush, shriveling, dying. Little buds next season, coming through already The points of colourful hope , resonates No indent no intent No need to remember, it will be a regrowth. Ponder on the ...

So, you don’t say what You weren’t asked And that makes you feel bad. Because you feel That what you have to say Is important When you convey the message You will find it makes No difference to them If they know or not Because what you say In transmission Is a reminder that is not extraordinary. Therefore, the knowledge is not new Not to impress But to remind They that have gone Only want to remind The choices are for The ones left behind To ponder about their lives Enough to keep reminding self That info received, keep quiet Unseen and unheard Use for self help. ~Lorraine Nur~ 2011