Angel Healers in my dream


Dear Lord!My Rabb!
I have never felt it as intense as I do now
I feel the wound so grievous
The stabbing deep
The pain is searing through the core of my being
My soul is shattered
My life force seems weakened
I am in total silence
Allowing the pain to take it’s course
And hoping it will not take long
To seal the gaping wound
Imagine an arrow stuck in the heart and jarred out
The blood  and loss of it
Causing a semi conscious awareness
Drifting in and out of consciousness
Neither in this world
Neither passed on
Poor soul, battered once again
She lays , simply lays there
Not wanting anything but for it to stop
There comes a vision
A solace of some sort
He is just suddenly in the picture
A glimpse here and there
What he brings with him
Is healing
She wants to be closer
He cares so much
He is filled with concern
And giving his all
He looks serious , also worried
He stands not too tall, but taller than her,
Stocky,muscles, well built
Not old but not youthful
His hair short but with curls on top
Dark, golden brown
Fair skinned, not pale, not suntanned,
And blue eyes.
He is nearby, he looks in to monitor, he passes through
mere glimpses
Where are you, come back.
I cry again, the deep soul cry
As I realise, the small death
The sleep to lose consciousness
Brought me to that moment, that place, by the waters, green short grass,
Waterside nearby, hilly, trees,
There are family nearby
Two sisters?
And many visitors, who pray together, on two levels of the house.
There is an old man, a father, he loves me, he is my teacher?
He is not too tall, but taller than I
Wearing all white
And walks with a cane
White hair and white bearded?
Mere glimpses and short visions
Of a family, that loves me and nurtures my pain.
I go to have a wash up, soon to be evening.
I am in his presence, his aura is strength for my soul.
He is so concerned.
I wake up.
Am I healed yet?
~Lorraine Nur~

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