Inconsistent love


How does it happen to me?
Why can’t I contain this?
It is so infectious
It is filling my cup
It overflows
It is exploding
It is not confined!
I am not in control
I cannot do anything else but
Let it flow.
I am bowled over
I am erupting
I am vibrating
As if with the entire Universe
My soul is expanding
I want to be so close as blood in veins
I want to be the pounding that is in the heart
I want to flow as the spirit inside
My Lord, do not forsake this love experience
Of souls that are apart and have never met
That have to go through the most explicit tortures
That the two who have choices but seem to be motionless
Unless by Your permission
We seek
Arduous succour
Your Help we implore
Ration this energy
That we may be balanced and take control
The heightening of senses is  excessive
We can’t understand
We try with all our might to ignore it
The abundance
Oh my goodness!
It is true gold, beautiful
That is saddens
The sweetest nectar
The warmest comforts of the soul
The greatest love of the hearts
That is felt we turn back to You who owns us
reunite the souls that came separated
That we can go back, one day as one.
But for now, all we need is to be together and never part.
Tears stream down from the thought
The heart breaking separation
The missing, the yearning
It’s so much love , it’s killing
I can’t eat, I can’t sleep
I can’t think of anyone but you
You are forever in my vision.
And I know you feel the same.
I will take to wings and fly, beside you.
Then again, I could close the doors of the soul shut,
Be stone and cold
The risk, I shall not feel
Nor relish the delicacies of life
It is choice…………. after all.
Is it that simple?
~LorraineNur~

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