The air that I breathe
The fear of loss
The fear of pain
The fear of hurt
The fear of anguish
The fear of suffering
The fear of abandonment
The fears gathers
It knows no age
Once we thought we were strong
We allayed all doubt about facing fears
We throttled the idea that fears would conquer
We thought we were brave and victorious
Then, we faced ultimate love with sacrifices
We faced separation and incredible desires
We felt again alive and triumphant
That such a love existed and exultant
We relished each drop and surrendered
To the love without fear
But fear created itself a wedge
By extinguishing the unconditional elements of love
We felt elated then we felt deflated
The love swooning us from one polar to another
The cold surfaced as a protection
Allowing the mind to take control
Limiting all self desires
I claimed, not withstanding
Anything or anyone to forsake this gift
Cruel as it may seem, the cold shift made possibilities real
Improbabilities minimal
Cold talk necessary to align all self denial
Reeling words to succumb
To relinquish all aspects of the love
To incorporate the others’ resolution and rejection
Tears and spontaneous beseeching
Allotted the love the highest monumental trophy in my heart
No shame did love feel to announce
The decree so final , never to abdicate the position
The honour and the destiny
That Heaven joined
The cold melted and pride of lovers truth surfaced
The tears so prominent of the hero
Made the heroine limited in her endeavour
For all the best intentions
To save what was almost crumbled by anothers’ jealous afflictions
A torment that went unending and forever was attacking
The love prevails and no such hurdles
Would cause adversity
To damage what started as pure and gifted
By angels heralding a new beginning
That a promise to never ending
The tears from a soul
That would crush, shrivel and die
That if this love would part and disappear
So too, would the souls’ air and breath diminish
The fear, the hurt, the pain
Tormented me, as although
I never cried so spontaneously
Nor said the words to the same effect
My soul did cry out the exact
But for humane reasons the self would have released you, for the sake of others’ salvation
Your golden heart emitted a light of love
So strong and a bond too powerful
Too real, I opened again the portal emotions
But in control and knowing
You in bravery and honesty, defended me from the start
And till this point, still raise me up
As your life’s end soulmate
I am grateful, honoured,in awe
The love we keep in safety
We remember that if not for the angels who love us
We would never have met nor enjoy
What blessings this Pandora box opened up
All the blessings and all the fears flew out all at once
It jolted our beings
It vibrated and spread as a wild fire
You are me and I am you
And what they see is a mirror of one another
So, you who are half of me
Parted by distance makes me feel
A loss defined by separation that Siamese twins might feel
I would never tell you to forsake others’ for me
For that is how I truly love you
I could never bear to encourage any happiness at another’s loss
The fears are real for all
The balance we need to create
The love that we emanate
May it shine for others too
As a beacon in this world
I love with fondness and care
From concern to motherly
It shall not be from this voice
Any sound self indulgence
To keep this love for myself
When I know it has to spread
Although what I really want is a forge, a merger
That will never ever more be disconnected
I fear I haven’t the strength to bear that
For you, Angel Hearer, are the air that I breathe
~LorraineNur
The fear of pain
The fear of hurt
The fear of anguish
The fear of suffering
The fear of abandonment
The fears gathers
It knows no age
Once we thought we were strong
We allayed all doubt about facing fears
We throttled the idea that fears would conquer
We thought we were brave and victorious
Then, we faced ultimate love with sacrifices
We faced separation and incredible desires
We felt again alive and triumphant
That such a love existed and exultant
We relished each drop and surrendered
To the love without fear
But fear created itself a wedge
By extinguishing the unconditional elements of love
We felt elated then we felt deflated
The love swooning us from one polar to another
The cold surfaced as a protection
Allowing the mind to take control
Limiting all self desires
I claimed, not withstanding
Anything or anyone to forsake this gift
Cruel as it may seem, the cold shift made possibilities real
Improbabilities minimal
Cold talk necessary to align all self denial
Reeling words to succumb
To relinquish all aspects of the love
To incorporate the others’ resolution and rejection
Tears and spontaneous beseeching
Allotted the love the highest monumental trophy in my heart
No shame did love feel to announce
The decree so final , never to abdicate the position
The honour and the destiny
That Heaven joined
The cold melted and pride of lovers truth surfaced
The tears so prominent of the hero
Made the heroine limited in her endeavour
For all the best intentions
To save what was almost crumbled by anothers’ jealous afflictions
A torment that went unending and forever was attacking
The love prevails and no such hurdles
Would cause adversity
To damage what started as pure and gifted
By angels heralding a new beginning
That a promise to never ending
The tears from a soul
That would crush, shrivel and die
That if this love would part and disappear
So too, would the souls’ air and breath diminish
The fear, the hurt, the pain
Tormented me, as although
I never cried so spontaneously
Nor said the words to the same effect
My soul did cry out the exact
But for humane reasons the self would have released you, for the sake of others’ salvation
Your golden heart emitted a light of love
So strong and a bond too powerful
Too real, I opened again the portal emotions
But in control and knowing
You in bravery and honesty, defended me from the start
And till this point, still raise me up
As your life’s end soulmate
I am grateful, honoured,in awe
The love we keep in safety
We remember that if not for the angels who love us
We would never have met nor enjoy
What blessings this Pandora box opened up
All the blessings and all the fears flew out all at once
It jolted our beings
It vibrated and spread as a wild fire
You are me and I am you
And what they see is a mirror of one another
So, you who are half of me
Parted by distance makes me feel
A loss defined by separation that Siamese twins might feel
I would never tell you to forsake others’ for me
For that is how I truly love you
I could never bear to encourage any happiness at another’s loss
The fears are real for all
The balance we need to create
The love that we emanate
May it shine for others too
As a beacon in this world
I love with fondness and care
From concern to motherly
It shall not be from this voice
Any sound self indulgence
To keep this love for myself
When I know it has to spread
Although what I really want is a forge, a merger
That will never ever more be disconnected
I fear I haven’t the strength to bear that
For you, Angel Hearer, are the air that I breathe
~LorraineNur
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