Existence with you


Dear Angel Hearer

How much we are being tested
This is a huge obstacle to leap over
I guess we better slowly come over it
I am sure that your prayers are being heard
And I have faith in mine
Six days seems like six hundred years
Phones cut off
No way to get through
Our hearts still in touch
I trust you and know what you feel
I asked your whereabouts
She did not reply
Till it may have dawned
A manic craziness
And finally I was told
Of your sickness and without consciousness
Admitted in a hospital, with restrictions against me
No notifications
All vile vindications
To cause an upheaval and disturbance
How can anyone have the nerve to lie
About such a terrible thing?
How does anybody feel rested?
I am unimpressed by cruel tactics and lies
These shall be held into account
Noted as sin, one lie
One intention
To hurt on purpose
Shameful act with no iman
Shame on you for lying
Is this how our dear Prophet taught us to behave?
Is this how our blessed Fatimah behaved
And please do not make any relationship
Correlation,not by blood nor descent
When you make a mockery of yourself
Your idle foolishness
And your lack of faith, love and confidence
You pray you say
And read you say
But have you actually developed from all that praying?
Please do not idolise your image by projecting mere words
It is in your actions and heart
That Allah does look
Not at your bloodline or descent, whoever you may be
She that I mean, knows well
They that I mean, know well
Who they are
A conglomerate of people, with a nasty intention
To disobey Allah’s laws and
Disrespect our holy and venerable Prophet’s exemplary life
So, dearest Angel Hearer,
Allah sent you to this Earth
Allah destined you to be mine
(but for a time)1
And He will be the One, who will take you home
When it is time
May we walk in that garden we were shown
Together, where none of these troubles shall we bear
There is where we came from and
There will be our end return
If you go first, do wait for me
And if I precede you,
I shall wait under the shade of the tree.
This was our promise to each other
Before we arrived, while we are here
Before and now
Always
~LorraineNur
19/1/2012
1 edited 2019

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